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  1. Table of Contents
  2. ANTISOCIETIES
  3. Intentionally Left Blank
  4. Milking
  5. Stillville
  6. My Hand of Glory
  7. The Starving of Saqqara
  8. The Purlieus
  9. Saccade
  10. Antisocieties
  11. Oneiropaths
  12. Water Machine
  13. About the Author
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When I’d last seen Amelia, in the gloom of early morning, her wan face was luminous, like the moon behind thick fog. She told me that she was afraid that this stranger was becoming one with her dreams, so that, in time, he would no longer appear in them, not because he was gone, certainly, and not because he would be there, watching her dream, but invisible to her, but because he would have, by then, become her dream altogether. Then he would be dreaming her. She told me, too, that she had only come to fear death all the more, because she now believed that, in death, you are forever exposed to a gaze, to the steady and unblinking gaze of an unknown watcher in a dream that cannot end.

Water Machine

Water Machine

water machine water machine water machine water machine, I want my water machine

each day they bring me a tray of different digibytes and I swallow every one

they change my brain but my heart stays the same and every bang of my heart goes I want my water machine water machine water machine water machine

PSYCHOTHERAPY PROGRESS NOTE

Date of Session: 01/24/20

Primary DX: Paranoid Schizophrenia F20.0

Name of Patient: Grean, Jordan E. Age: 31

Male/Female: Female

Length of Session: (actual minutes) 93

Type of Service / Billed / Individual Therapy: 87778

Submitted by: Dr. Berceau

Behaviors On Current Treatment Plan addressed during session: Sustained paranoid delusions, schizophasia, captivation, insomnia.

Symptoms Observed During Session: Appetite disturbance, delusions, hallucinations (auditory), hallucinations (visual), insomnia, sad/worried expression.

Patient Response: Symptoms Worse.

Evidence of Patient Response: Patient is responsive, but invariably scales down below individual level.

Future Treatment/Follow-up Issues: Sustained application is still the most likely route to improvement, particularization and “de-levelling” recommended.