When she was at school, I’d try to play with Sadie, but neither of our hearts were in it. If I made her a fort, she’d want to be in it alone. She told me hide-and-seek was only fun with Daddy and “Jules.” She didn’t like to bake or knit or pick flowers. If I drew with her, she was lost in her own little world. I’d ask her what she thought of my picture, and she’d say, “It’s nice. Will you make lunch now?”

But Juliet never let me down, was never sullen, didn’t have sex as a teenager, managed to have a nice group of friends without too much drama. She went to Harvard, and I sobbed all the way back from Cambridge. After that, I visited her once a month, trying not to let on that I needed those visits, that they sustained me. At college, she’d introduce me all around, and she was proud of me. Of me. “This is my awesome mother,” she’d say, putting her arm around me and resting her head on my shoulder. “My best friend.” We’d go shopping and have lunch and stroll around campus, hand in hand. Yes. We still held hands. Sadie only let me hold hers if we were crossing a street, and only because I insisted.

Juliet was so . . . kind. So generous. I was more grateful than I could put into words. Meanwhile, Sadie didn’t seem to notice me, didn’t take my advice. I loved my second child, but she was her father’s girl, lost in her head, dreamy, unaware of her surroundings, sloppy, heedless of my requests to put her dirty laundry in the basket or bring her plate to the counter. I tried to engage, to feel as close, but she wasn’t interested. When I asked if she wanted me to read her a story, she’d say no, she could read herself, though she let John read The Lord of the Rings to her out loud, a story that so bored me, I couldn’t stay in the room.

I told myself not to mind. I had Juliet, after all. Juliet who, after graduating with honors from Harvard, chose Yale to get her degree in architecture. She asked if I’d come down for lunch every Wednesday. She met Oliver, who was the loveliest young man in the world. A month after they graduated—Oliver from the School of Engineering, Juliet once again with honors—Oliver drove up from New York City to Stoningham and asked me if he could have my blessing to marry my girl. Me. Not John. Of course I said yes, and he asked me what kind of ring I thought Juliet would like. I pointed him in the right direction, and when she called me the next week, we cried with joy together. (And she loved the ring.)