I grip her shoulders and raise my hips, urging her to keep going. I’m still not ready to have this conversation yet. I don’t want to think about a life that doesn’t include this. How am I supposed to play her older brother when and if she brings someone else home? How am I supposed to watch her give this part of herself to someone else? Would our relationship eventually be reduced to forbidden trysts behind closed doors or kisses in the shadows?

Her lips find mine, silencing my thoughts. Her tongue intertwines with mine and I roll her so that I can be on top. “This okay?” I murmur against her lips. She nods and I begin to move faster and push harder into her. She’s staring up at me, her eyes wide and unblinking and I don’t even want to blink out of fear of missing a second of what’s happening between us. “Jesus Christ, Gab. You’re so beautiful.” I rest my forehead against hers as I bottom out completely and begin to fuck her with an urgency that I’ve never felt before.

Her arms move around my neck and into my hair where she pulls at my strands. I lower myself closer to her and rest my lips at her ear. “Mine,” I tell her. “Fuck, you’re mine.”

“Always,” she whines as she runs her fingernails down my back.

With every thrust, she is burrowing her way further into my heart and soul. My hand twitches and longs to be wrapped around her slender throat which is something I tend to do in bed, but I haven’t exactly broached the subject that this is one of my predilections.

Next time.

The thought that there will be a next time has my balls tingling with their pending release. “I’m going to come,” I tell her and she squeezes me in response.

She lets out a low moan the last time I push further into her and my last thought before my cock empties inside of her is that I want her to come on my cock next time.

“Fuck fuck fuck.” I slam my hand against my headboard and begin to fuck her harder through my orgasm.

“Oh my God,” she cries. “It feels…really good now.” She’s raising her pelvis to meet mine and I feel the end nearing.

“Gabrielle, goddammit.” I grit out as my entire body vibrates with the force of my climax. My eyes shut but I’m pretty sure they’ve completely rolled back or I’ve blacked out because when I open them, I’m lying on top of her. I realize I may be hurting her, so I lean up immediately, removing my weight from her. I look down at her and the smile across her face is almost too much after the orgasm I’ve had. “Was that…” I start and she nods vigorously.