“It’s only the first time,” she tells me as she swats my hand away and leans down to press her lips to mine. “I know you probably can’t help it, and I love you for always trying to do right by me, but just relax and let me do this,” she whispers against my lips before she kisses me again. She slides her tongue between my lips and we kiss with an intensity that sets my skin on fire. She pushes herself further down and I feel her hymen and she must too because she whimpers against my lips. I run my hands up her back, stroking the skin just above the curve of her ass as she pushes through it and glides down the rest of dick as I swallow her muffled scream.

“I’m sorry, angel.”

“Don’t be sorry, just fuck me,” she breathes out. Her eyes are squeezed shut and when her eyes flutter open, there are tears.

“Fuck. Baby.” I lean up, pressing my lips to her eyes and licking the tears beneath each of them. “I’m so proud of you. Taking my cock like the perfect girl you are.”

She squeezes her eyes closed and all of her body must be in sync because she squeezes down on my cock just as hard and my eyes slam shut as I attempt to slow my orgasm. She raises herself up again and my eyes fly open to spy her looking down at where we’re joined. Her head snaps up to look at me and she winces. “There’s…blood.”

“I assumed there would be.”

“Sorry…” She frowns and I wonder why she’s embarrassed. She looks away from me and to the side and she begins to worry her bottom lip. “You probably haven’t had to deal with this in a while and—”

“Stop,” I command her. “Look at me.” Her gaze snaps back to mine and I reach up to cup her cheek. “Do you think this is all a game to me? Some weird curiosity I was hoping to check off my list? I want you. All of you. And you bleeding all over my cock just means you’ve laid your claim over me in every way possible now.” I tighten my grip on her cheek and pull her down so that her lips are almost touching mine. “And it probably means, I’ll never know how to fully let you go when it’s time,” I tell her honestly.

“I don’t want you to let me go.” She presses her face into my neck and I hear her whimper again. “Please don’t let me go.”