Back All the Way Happy
Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Content Warning
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Epilogue
  31. Acknowledgments
  32. About the Author
  33. Excerpt from Eight Weeks in Paris by S.R. Lane
  34. Carina Adores BPA

Anyway, everything is going just fine. I do miss you, of course, but I’m sure you’re just as excited to have some space as I am...ha.

I love you and give Grandmere a hug for me.

Jasper

P.S. If I know you as well as I definitely do, you haven’t actually left the house since I got here. Go out and have fun, Dad. Don’t be a total loser now that I have my own life...

His kid was such a little shit.

God, Theo missed him.

And apparently Jasper was able to do what his father never had—have a Gardner’s friendship without even trying. Just by being himself. Those few moments he had seen them together—it wouldn’t take long for them to be friends, naturally. Like that friendship was meant to be.

Theo had ruined any possibility of that for himself by being, in general, a huge asshole.

He sat at the desk in his suite of rooms, checking his private emails as he always did before he started his day. He took these extra moments to lounge around in his favorite French terry dressing gown, the smell of verbena and juniper bubbles flowing in from the en-suite bath, a cup of espresso steaming within reach.

Yes, he had lived a rough life for several years. Yes, he could do it, and he did it well.

Yes, those were some of his sweetest, most delicious memories.

But great God above, now that he could live a life of opulence, he would do it to the hilt. It was a payoff, the prize at the end of the puzzle of practical adulthood. Feel like shit about yourself, take a luxurious bath with two-hundred-dollar perfumed oil.

He closed the email from Jasper, opening a few others—a quick note from Genni (he really should get Jasper to stop calling her Big G, which annoyed her to no end, but it was just too wonderful), excited about Hyacinthe’s acceptance on the field hockey team. A missive from Josephine, partially in Creole French, asking him to please send down Tom as soon as possible, the kitchen needs him, merci.

And there, nearly lost in his inbox, an email with a terribly familiar name.

Theo’s hands shook, just a little, as he opened it.

Theo—

Hi

God. I don’t know how to start.

It was nice running into you (literally, I suppose) yesterday, though it wasn’t exactly something I’d planned out. I don’t know if you heard, but some things have changed.

I don’t want to say all this in an email. And I know I don’t deserve any of your time, after...everything. But I’d really like to see you. Can I buy you a cup of coffee?

Say yes.

Jack