Jackson and I got a good laugh out of W83 last night, HA HA, that was some funny shiznit. First of all he comes in the bedroom looking like he’s seen the DEVIL INSIDE and the kid with years of military training crumbles after 2 minutes of persuasion from me. Then he was FUCKIN FLYING man, he was totally amped, and just flew out of the house like remembered he left the water on or something. Even Jackson thought it was funny, and he is not easily amused, but the guys with risk are less amused, he’s the one carrying around like ten ounces of blow on him at any given time. Still, I won’t buy from anyone else, the guy is SMOOTH as a GRAVY SANDWICH.

IN ANY EVENT these motherfuckers know that if they are cool I will hook them up. I hook everybody up. I hook up the market makers, I hook up the customers. I even hook up the runners, including that dumb Chinese bitch from Sage, I gave her a TWOMP for nothing, didn’t even expect no HEAD from that transaction. Seems like I give out a bunch of fuckin TWOMPS these days, not getting a lot in return. That’s what I do, I give, and I expect nothing in return. But when the time comes, YOU THERE, motherfucker, or we are done.

I KNOW people think I am a fuck up but guess what I have the biggest customers the best customers and I make the most money than anyone so go FUCK yourselves that’s what I say. If that is true then how is it that a fuck up makes all this money guess I can’t be too dumb. Can I. I tell you it is all about taking care of people. FUCK that it’s not even about taking care of people it’s about less than that, it’s about PAYING ATTENTION to motherfuckers, just giving them the GIFT of time. You give someone the GIFT of time and they will never forget it. TIME means more than money TIME trumps money any day look at W83 I cared about him for one fuckin second which is more than everyone on that floor added up together including his so-called prick friend Fred. My dad was no salesman or nothin, he was an alcoholic cop. I read this shit in books.

Problem is I spend a lot of time giving other people the GIFT of time and nobody gives me the GIFT of time, at least very often. Hard to tell with Lisa and Nicky, if they didn’t have infinity amounts of blow would they stick around probably not. Although we are good friends it seems like maybe. But with everyone else it is all about business, Jackson doesn’t give a rat’s ass I am his biggest customer and all those market makers want me for my body not my mind just joking. But seriously that is the problem if you are like me you give and give and people take and take. You end up alone but then again I want to be alone but when I am alone I don’t want to be alone. For once it would be good to have a MEANINGFUL FUCKIN CONVERSATION but I am having too much fun for that.