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Chapters (82)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Acknowledgments
  5. CHAPTER 1 - Molly
  6. CHAPTER 2 - Rita
  7. CHAPTER 3 - Molly
  8. CHAPTER 4 - Rita
  9. CHAPTER 5 - Molly
  10. CHAPTER 6 - Rita
  11. CHAPTER 7 - Molly
  12. CHAPTER 8 - Rita
  13. CHAPTER 9 - Molly
  14. CHAPTER 10 - Rita
  15. CHAPTER 11 - Molly
  16. CHAPTER 12 - Rita
  17. CHAPTER 13 - Molly
  18. CHAPTER 14 - Rita
  19. CHAPTER 15 - Molly
  20. CHAPTER 16 - Rita
  21. CHAPTER 17 - Molly
  22. CHAPTER 18 - Rita
  23. CHAPTER 19 - Molly
  24. CHAPTER 20 - Molly
  25. CHAPTER 21 - Rita
  26. CHAPTER 22 - Molly
  27. CHAPTER 23 - Rita
  28. CHAPTER 24 - Rita
  29. CHAPTER 25 - Molly
  30. CHAPTER 26 - Molly
  31. CHAPTER 27 - Rita
  32. CHAPTER 28 - Molly
  33. CHAPTER 29 - Rita
  34. CHAPTER 30 - Molly
  35. CHAPTER 31 - Molly
  36. CHAPTER 32 - Rita
  37. CHAPTER 33 - Molly
  38. CHAPTER 34 - Rita
  39. CHAPTER 35 - Molly
  40. CHAPTER 36 - Rita
  41. CHAPTER 37 - Molly
  42. CHAPTER 38 - Molly
  43. CHAPTER 39 - Rita
  44. CHAPTER 40 - Molly
  45. CHAPTER 41 - Molly
  46. CHAPTER 42 - Rita
  47. CHAPTER 43 - Molly
  48. CHAPTER 44 - Rita
  49. CHAPTER 45 - Molly
  50. CHAPTER 46 - Rita
  51. CHAPTER 47 - Molly
  52. CHAPTER 48 - Rita
  53. CHAPTER 49 - Molly
  54. CHAPTER 50 - Rita
  55. CHAPTER 51 - Molly
  56. CHAPTER 52 - Rita
  57. CHAPTER 53 - Molly
  58. CHAPTER 54 - Rita
  59. CHAPTER 55 - Molly
  60. CHAPTER 56 - Rita
  61. CHAPTER 57 - Molly
  62. CHAPTER 58 - Rita
  63. CHAPTER 59 - Molly
  64. CHAPTER 60 - Rita
  65. CHAPTER 61 - Molly
  66. CHAPTER 62 - Rita
  67. CHAPTER 63 - Rita
  68. CHAPTER 64 - Molly
  69. CHAPTER 65 - Rita
  70. CHAPTER 66 - Molly
  71. CHAPTER 67 - Rita
  72. CHAPTER 68 - Molly
  73. CHAPTER 69 - Rita
  74. CHAPTER 70 - Molly
  75. CHAPTER 71 - Rita
  76. CHAPTER 72 - Molly
  77. CHAPTER 73 - Rita
  78. CHAPTER 74 - Molly
  79. CHAPTER 75 - Rita
  80. CHAPTER 76 - Molly
  81. CHAPTER 77 - Rita
  82. CHAPTER 78 - Molly

I don’t dignify this with a response. “Who else is coming?”

“The usual, plus her parents and my sister. That’s all probably.”

“Okay, Josh. But if she doesn’t know by next weekend . . .” I shake my finger at him.

He stands, nods. “Loud and clear, Molly. I’ll see you around.” There’s a glint in his eye that sends a shiver down my spine. There’s no doubt in my mind that we’ve gone from friends to enemies in the course of a week’s time.

CHAPTER 58 - Rita

CHAPTER 58

Rita

WHEN I PULL UP IN FRONT OF MY BUILDING, I SEE COLLIN SITTING on the stoop, smoking a cigarette. He said he was quitting for the new year, but it didn’t last. Hard to, I guess, when André is a smoker with no plans to give it up. Collin stubs his cigarette out quickly when he sees me coming up the walkway, as if I would scold him. I don’t want him smoking, of course, since it’s bad for his health, but he’s a grown man, young, but grown, and I understand that we all have our little weaknesses. We all find ways to survive.

I remember Ma and Dad when Ricky died in Vietnam. The extended family descended like locusts, and the house was full of the smells of brewing coffee and the sounds of whispered conversations. The bottle of whiskey Dad kept on a high shelf in a kitchen cupboard was quickly emptied, and one relative or another would slip out to the liquor store for reinforcements. The first couple of weeks went by in a blur, with a houseful of people shedding tears, laughing even, as they talked about Ricky. But then after the funeral, it was as though a dark blanket covered everything. The house was deadly quiet, the relatives gone. We all went back to school. My sisters made excuses to stay out late, part-time jobs, friends’ houses. But Danny, Jimmy, and I were too young for that, so we sat in their room and played Battleship for some reason, over and over again, until we were tired and cranky. My brothers would end up in a fight, wrestling on the floor, but at least fighting kept our minds off Ricky at least for a little while.

What we didn’t know in the weeks after Ricky died was that another tragedy was on the horizon. Another blow to the McMahon family, one that waited like a greedy beast not content with one brother. In the spring, Jimmy started to feel tired all the time, and after a trip to old Dr. Doyle, nothing would be the same.

“Hey, Rita.” Collin jumps up and holds the door for me. “How was work?”

“Fine. Busy.”

He follows me into the foyer. “You want to come in?” I ask.

“Yeah. I guess. For a minute.”