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Chapters (43)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. Part 1Grey Lady
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Part 2Black Water
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. About the Author
  41. Also by Peter Swanson
  42. Copyright
  43. About the Publisher

Alice, by senior year, was almost as pretty as Gina. Despite her aloofness, boys occasionally flirted with her, sometimes asking her out, but she had no interest. She’d learned her lesson from Scott. She knew what teenage boys were like, and she’d decided that she preferred the company of men. What she really preferred was the company of Jake Richter, her stepfather. Edith’s afternoon drinking had gotten worse, and, more often than not, she’d either forget to prepare dinner for her husband, or she was already passed out by the time he’d gotten home. One Friday night, Alice and Jake had arrived back at the condo at the same time, finding Edith asleep on the recliner, one of her vodka strawberry smoothies tucked between her legs. They found a chicken in the oven but the oven hadn’t been turned on. Jake laughed.

“It’s not funny,” Alice said.

“No, it’s not, Ali.” He was the only one who called her that. “Tell you what. Your mother isn’t going anywhere. How about you and I go out for dinner?”

“Okay.”

“Good. I’ll have a quick drink while you change, and then we’ll go out.”

Alice assumed that they’d be going to the Papa Gino’s on 1A—it was where they usually went out to eat when Edith hadn’t managed to get dinner ready—and she asked Jake why she needed to change.

“We’re going somewhere special,” he said. “Wear your nicest dress.”

They drove all the way to Kennebunkport and ate at a waterfront restaurant that was attached to a hotel. Jake was still wearing his suit from work, although he’d loosened his paisley tie, and she was in a pale pink, sleeveless dress, the one she’d worn to her uncle’s third wedding over the summer.

“Have you had French food before?” Jake asked, after they were seated at a corner table.

“Do French fries count?”

Jake smiled at her joke, his lips spreading wide while his teeth remained together. “No. Not tonight. Can I order for you?”

“Sure.”

Jake ordered escargot as a starter, which turned out to be snails in their shells. Alice agreed to try them and they were not bad. For dinner they each had steak with béarnaise sauce. Jake drank wine, and Alice drank sparkling water. It was clear that their waitress thought that they were father and daughter, but Alice pretended, in her mind, that they were a sophisticated couple out for a casual dinner at the end of a busy week. She tried not to think about her mother at home in the recliner, and whether she’d wake up and wonder where her husband and daughter were. Instead, she made her mother disappear into nonexistence, and shrunk the world so that it was a perfect bubble that only contained her and Jake.