Back All the Beautiful Lies: A Novel
Chapters (43)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. Part 1Grey Lady
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Part 2Black Water
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. About the Author
  41. Also by Peter Swanson
  42. Copyright
  43. About the Publisher

“No, maybe I shouldn’t,” he said.

“You can trust me,” she said.

“Okay,” he said, taking a sip of his drink, then rubbing at the edge of his lip with a finger. “Alice, my stepmother, is interested in me, romantically, sexually, whatever you want to call it.”

“Oh,” Caitlin said. It was not what she had expected to hear.

“I think it’s the way she’s processing grief, or something like that.”

“Oh,” Caitlin said again. “It’s strange. Is it new? I mean, did she act this way before your father died?”

“No, but I also didn’t know her all that well.”

“Is she coming on to you?”

Harry rubbed at his jawline. There was a little more stubble there than the day before. “Yeah, it’s pretty obvious, and now, with what happened with Grace, she’s convinced she’s in danger, and that I’m in danger, and she wants me to be in the house all the time, or else down at the bookstore. She made me promise that I wouldn’t leave her.”

“What do you mean, wouldn’t leave her?”

“That I won’t leave right away. She doesn’t want to be alone.”

“You can’t be with her forever. Even if she was your actual mother. You need to have your own life.”

“I know that. I get it. But that doesn’t mean that I should just up and leave before the police figure out what happened to my father and your sister. I owe something to her.”

“No, I understand,” Caitlin said. “I wasn’t talking about now, I was talking about long-term.”

“I won’t be here forever, although I have no idea where I’ll go. It’s not like I have somewhere to return to. College is over, and my friends are all going to different cities. At least here I have some purpose. I can take care of the things my father left behind. Alice and books.”

“Do you like books?”

“I do, but not like my father did. But no one liked books as much as he did.”

“You don’t need to take over his business.”

“I know.”

“And I don’t know why I’m about to tell you this, but I think that Alice is manipulating you. I don’t know why. It might just be because she’s scared of being alone, and that makes sense, but it might be for other reasons. You said you didn’t really know her that well.”

“She was my father’s wife, but no, I don’t.”

“Was she married before? Does she have her own kids?”

“No. She was my father’s real estate agent when he decided to move to Maine. She doesn’t have family, or if she does, she doesn’t see them.”

“Your father chose her. You didn’t. I don’t know if you owe her anything beyond what you’ve done already.”