Back All the Beautiful Lies: A Novel
Chapters (43)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. Part 1Grey Lady
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Part 2Black Water
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. About the Author
  41. Also by Peter Swanson
  42. Copyright
  43. About the Publisher

“Personality, you mean? God, no. Not at all. I was the careful one, and she wasn’t careful at all. As you can tell . . . from the situation, and from the e-mail. She was kind of impulsive and didn’t really know what she wanted. No, that’s not entirely true. She was impulsive, but she always knew what she wanted. It just changed all the time.”

“Like the way she wanted Bill Ackerson.”

“Yes.”

“Were you surprised that she came up here for the funeral?”

“Yes and no. I just found out, when I got the e-mail.”

“Did you know him?”

“No. I’d just heard about him. Not even that much, because Grace knew I disapproved. Then she called at the end of last week to tell me that he’d died.”

“You said your sister was impulsive. Any history of violence, any outbursts, any mental health diagnoses?”

Caitlin shook her head no.

“How intense do you think Grace’s relationship with Bill was?”

“She was in love with him,” Caitlin said.

The detective pushed the box of Kleenex closer to Caitlin. She took a tissue, realizing there were tears on her cheeks. “Can I keep you here just a little bit longer?” the detective continued.

“I guess.”

“I want to ask you some general questions about your family and Grace’s friends. Maybe this had nothing at all to do with Bill Ackerson.”

Caitlin didn’t get back to her room at the Sea Mist Motel until late that afternoon. She sat on top of the shiny bedcover and reread Grace’s last e-mail, then she listened to the three messages she’d gotten from her mother since she’d last checked her phone. She knew she needed to get back to her, to confirm what they’d already known, that the body was indeed Grace’s.

She braced herself and made the call.

“Caitlin?”

“It was her, Mom. It was Gracie.”

They both cried together on the phone, then once Caitlin had confirmed that her mother wasn’t alone—Patrick was there, like he always was, and her mother’s sister, Aunt Nan, was coming over later—Caitlin felt better about beginning the process of ending the phone call.

“Mom,” she asked. “Can you have Patrick call Dad? I don’t think I’m up to it.”

“Yes, of course. Patrick can do it. You’ve done enough, Caitlin. I should have been out there with you.”

“No, there’s no reason for you to be here. I’m fine. Well, I’m not fine, but you know . . .”

“Did the police say anything else? Do they know who did this?”