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Chapters (43)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. Part 1Grey Lady
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Part 2Black Water
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. About the Author
  41. Also by Peter Swanson
  42. Copyright
  43. About the Publisher

“You’re just like him, you know. You don’t talk about yourself. You just keep asking questions. He did the exact same thing. I thought he was selfless, at first, but I changed my mind. I think it was selfish. I think he didn’t want to give anything of himself away, and I think you’re the same.”

“I don’t know what to say to that,” Harry said.

“Yeah, that’s what he used to say,” Grace said, her voice tinged with anger. Then quietly, she said, “What’s the name of this woman he was supposed to be involved with?”

“Annie Callahan.”

“How did he know her?”

“She worked at the bookstore, the one up here. Alice said that my father hired her because he’d heard her husband was out of work, and she needed the money.”

Harry watched Grace, who was chewing at the side of her thumbnail. He thought she looked doubtful, for the first time. He wanted to say more, wanted to convince her that there was a possibility that his father had been involved with two women on the side. Maybe it was a midlife crisis, maybe it was a pattern he’d had his whole life. Harry no longer knew what to believe.

“Grace,” he said.

She stopped biting at her nail and looked up at him.

“You should definitely tell the police you’re here,” Harry said.

She shrugged, and said, “I’ll talk to them. They won’t believe me, but I’ll talk to them.” She started chewing at the side of her nail again. He wondered what she’d done today—if she’d left this room, or had anything to eat. He was going to ask her, but instead he said, “I should go. Thanks for telling me the truth about my father.”

“Stay a little longer,” she said quickly, smiling weakly, her eyes locking on his.

“No, I should go back,” Harry said. He stood.

“Okay. I understand.”

Harry didn’t immediately move. “Are you going to be okay?” he asked.

“I will be. I’ll be fine.”

“I’ll check in with you tomorrow morning, okay?” he said. “Bright and early. I think we both need to get some sleep.”

“Okay,” she said, her shoulders dropping. There was a sad smile on her face, and she looked defeated. “Be careful,” she said.

“I’ll be fine. I’ll be back tomorrow. We can go to the police, together, if you’d like?”

“Yes,” she said. Harry went through the door, shut it behind him, and retreated, hand on a banister, down the dark stairwell, and out the front door, back out into the night.