Chapters (9)
Smaller than me
Smaller than me I can hold
I can be careful I’m careful Careful
I’m bigger big bigger bigger sister I’m the biggest sister I have a little brother I can be
Responsible
Responsible
Responsible Grown up I can be Grown Up I have to be
Grown Up now (in my pencil case)
My little brother (boyspenis) David
Balls
Balls
(the testes)
small smaller smallest hands are in my hands These are my hands
These are his hands and I’m
not allowed to watch tv too much it gives you square eyes that’s not true Eric says that’s not true that’s just what Grown Ups say they lie like how they lie about everything like how they lie about Santa like how they lie about
Santa
Santa is real but Mummy and Daddy help him he has so many houses true
Not true
Kids stuff
Kids
Grown ups Grown Grown
grown ups
Keep it nice
Make it nice for David don’t tell
Secrets
Lies
Nice lies
Secrets/Lies Secrets are nice lies and
Some things are
Easier than other things and some things there are things
And things and things
And here’s where we are and this is England and this is Britain and this is Europe and this is America
That’s
America Australia Kangaroos kangaRoos upside
Down Paris French Bonjour
There are other things
And other water
There is water
Seas
Oceans
Boats
Planes
Over there
Me mummy daddy david there are other
Joe’s grandad died
Joe is sad
Dead Death
Heaven
Heaven?
(Hell)
There is a good place and a bad place
There are other things and other places and (americaaustraliakangaroo) you can’t
To some
I have two grandads and one grandma
I have
Everyone
Everyone dies
Everyone dies
Everyone dies
One day
Not today
Or tomorrow
A long time
A long long way away
Mum says
Everyone (mummydaddydavidme) dies
Everyone dies
Everyone dies
Go and play
Everyone dies
Don’t think about it (everyonedies) everyonedieseveryonedieseveryonedies
I have a new coat (everyonedies)
My new coat is green (everyonedies)
It has pockets
It has zips
I have a new coat
My new coat isveryonedies
This is important there are things that are importantvryonedies and you have to work hard and if you work hard thendies you will have a better life there are people with sad livesvryone dies who didn’t work hard and if you want to have a nice life you have to work hard
Test
Testing
Test (testicles)
This is important there are things that are important Maths
I’m not good at maths
Maths
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I can’t
Can’t
(important)
Work hard and you’ll do well People who work hard do well
Can’t
Can’t
Can’t
Can’t
(everyone dies)
Can’t
Can’t
Can’t Can’t Can’t Won’t Don’t
like
Dolls
Girls girly girl things
Horses
Horses bite horses can bite you (everyone dies)
Beans
Broccoli
Vegetables?
I like
Robots
Space
Dinosaursvryonedies
(Extinct)
stories books stories I like stories ( lies/secrets/lies)
There are things-
Ice cream
Ice
cream hurts
Ow
OW
My new coat is
Ice cream for holidays
Coke is for holidays
I like coke
Coke is bad for your teeth David isn’t allowed coke I’m allowed coke
I’m a grown up responsible girl Woman I’m a Woman Call her a woman if she wants to be called a woman I think it’s sweet
Grown Up