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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

He wakes with a shout and is out of his bed before he is fully conscious. He stands in the pitch-black, his chest heaving, his heart beating so violently it pains him. He gropes his way to the makeshift washstand he has fashioned out of an old tea chest and splashes his face with water from the ewer. His rapid breaths cut the still air. The image of Jenny, blood-soaked and lifeless, burns in his brain. He slams his palm against his forehead to dislodge it, but his efforts are in vain. Another bloody image slips into his mind with the sharp sting of a thorn and though he tries to claw it out it works its way in to fester. He will not think on it. He cannot. His anger frightens him.

As his heart steadies, he sits on the edge of the bed, the wooden frame cutting into the back of his thighs. He feels for his wristwatch and sees it is gone half two. He sinks his head into his hands and tries to purge his thoughts, wondering whether he will ever be free of the images that terrorise his sleep and shadow his waking moments – though it crosses his mind he does not deserve such release.

From outside he hears a muted clatter, loud enough to cause the horses to shift in their stalls. He hears it again and it brings him to his feet. He edges aside the velvet curtain but can see nothing but night through the grimy panes. He suspects a fox might be prowling around the poultry again. One had dug its way under the chicken wire the night before and killed three hens. Jack had found two headless corpses in the paddock and a pile of bloodied feathers near the edge of the copse. Fearing it has returned, he quickly pulls on his trousers and jams his bare feet into his boots.

The evening’s rainstorm has left the yard peppered with dark puddles. The night sky is smothered in a layer of smoky cloud and Jack struggles to decipher the darkness. He starts down the side of the stables, heading for the chicken coop, but as the noise comes again he realises it does not originate from the paddock but from the implement shed. His steps quicken as he strides diagonally across the yard, puzzled by Kip’s failure to raise the alarm. As he approaches he catches the flash of the dog’s white ruff, luminescent against the night. He can just make out a figure struggling behind the plough.

‘Gwen?’

She gasps and almost drops the ladder she is attempting to retrieve from the back of the shed.

‘My God, Jack! You scared me half to death.’

‘What on earth are you doing?’

She sighs and lowers the ladder to rest on its side. ‘I’m locked out.’