Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

‘Oh, I’m so looking forward to this!’ she declares, and to his surprise she slips her arm through his, pressing against him, and his heart sings in response. He knows he must tamp down the glowing embers within him that threaten to burst alight. He cannot stay; there is no future for him here. And yet, those embers refuse to die. In a show of weakness, he permits them to flare. Just for tonight, he tells himself.

The village hall is a throng of bodies. An unsavoury fusion of perfume, sweat and beer hangs in the thick air trapped beneath the pitched roof with its darkly stained joists. The whole room reverberates with tunes belted out by the band – a loose, dinner-jacketed ensemble brought in for the evening, not quite the right side of professional. Their music is fast and loud and intoxicating, and Jack sees its giddying influence on Gwen immediately. There is a bounce to her step that proclaims her a slave to its rhythm.

Jack follows as she winds her way amongst the flush-faced revellers downing pints of ale and glasses of gin and orange, their spirits high. She presses forwards, towards the dancefloor that lies in the shadow of the stage at the far end of the hall. Periodically she stops, grabbing his arm to steady herself as she rises on tiptoes to survey the crowd like a watchful rabbit at twilight, and it crosses his mind that she is searching for someone. But then she drops down again and her smile is so carefree he convinces himself he is wrong.

They find themselves at the edge of the dancefloor. Exuberant couples whirl and pitch as they sweep across the parquet to the roaring music.

‘Will you dance with me?’ Jack asks.

Her lifting smile is his answer. He brings her round to face him, his hand resting lightly on her waist. He takes a deep breath to steady himself.

The bombastic beat ends abruptly. Applause ripples around the hall, accompanied by a few whoops and cheers from the out-of-breath dancers. Almost without pause, whispering brushes on the snare drum set a slumbering pulse and a solitary clarinet rises from the ashes of the previous trumpeted chorus to sing a melancholy tune, with muffled trombones humming melodiously behind.

Jack hesitates, unsure Gwen will welcome the intimacy afforded by the sensuous music, but to his delight she makes no attempt to pull away. The air around them seems to contract as if the room itself is holding its breath in anticipation and, as their bodies draw together without discussion, their feet begin to move with slow purpose. They circle in unconscious movement, relinquishing themselves to the music, allowing it to carry them on its gentle swell. As they skirt the edges of the dancefloor, Gwen’s warm breath skates across Jack’s skin and he realises this is happiness.

‘I say, mind if I cut in?’