Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

Jack’s blood roars in his ears. ‘Work,’ he manages.

‘We’re making a farmer of him,’ Jim laughs.

‘So, I see.’ The policeman’s smile fails to reach his eyes. ‘How many you done?’ He advances but refrains from getting too close – he does not want his uniform splashed with filthy water. He stretches his neck to look in the field beyond, carrying out a rough head count of the soaked sheep, wet and pathetic in the brightening sun as they crop the grass, sodden tails flicking.

‘Twenty-five I reckon, another forty to go. Muriel’s inside, she’ll make you a cup of tea if you ask,’ Jim calls.

‘I have my duty to fulfil here, Jim. I need to keep my eye on you.’

‘Don’t you trust me?’

‘I don’t trust anyone, Jim.’

Jack’s skin prickles as if the mites have abandoned the manhandled sheep and are crawling up his bare arms, worming into his flesh to twitch and feast and irritate.

‘In this job, you learn that pretty damn quick. Always keep an eye out. You never know what – or who – is going to turn up unexpectedly.’

‘You’re shaking,’ Gwen murmurs as she passes him the next ewe.

Jack looks down at his hands with an air of bewildered detachment. They are indeed trembling, like the legs of a newborn lamb. He buries his fingers into the sheep’s water-matted coat. ‘The water’s freezing.’ Seeing her suspicion, he looks away.

The policeman makes no attempt to conceal the yawn that prises open his mouth. He ambles over to one of the fence posts supporting the corrugated iron sheets walling the run and rests against it. He fishes out a packet of cigarettes.

‘Smoke?’ He offers the box to Jack then grins. His front teeth overlap. ‘You’ve got your hands full, I suppose.’ He laughs at his own joke, a throaty cackle that seems strangely feminine. Jack swallows his contempt.

‘Aye, something like that.’

‘Well, my Iris will be delighted to hear there’s a fellow northerner around. I’ll have to get the two of you introduced.’ He grins again at Jack, though with his uneven, tobacco-stained teeth, it seems more like a leer. ‘She’d love to have a natter with someone from home.’

Jack does not respond, he merely pushes the next sheep below the churning water, wishing the policeman would go. He has no desire to meet his wife. He wants nothing to do with home.

Gwen is tacking up Arthur when Jack returns to the yard that evening, having safely restored the milking herd to pasture.

‘Riding out?’ he says as she throws the saddle over the stallion’s back.