Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

Her lips part, but she seems to think better of whatever she is going to say and instead they wither into bitter twists as she hurries past him, breaking into a sprint that Jack suspects is spurred by anger or tears – or both. He turns to watch her go. Jim delves into his pocket for his Woodbines and taps one free.

‘That lad keeps trying it on, Jack, but I won’t have it, I tell you. Nothing good would come of it, I know that damn well. Only heartbreak lies that way for my Gwen.’ He rests his cigarette between his lips and talks around it. ‘I’m looking out for her, that’s all. Protecting her from the truth.’

But Jack is beginning to suspect Gwen is taking the same course of action with her father.

‘She’d never be good enough for the likes of him,’ Jim mutters.

Returning the packet to his pocket, he leaves the cigarette unlit as he walks back up the yard. Jack gives him a head start. Jim, he thinks, has it all wrong. There is no doubt that Gwen is good enough for Gordon Allingham. The doubt in Jack’s mind is whether Gordon Allingham is good enough for Gwen.

It is left to Jack and Gwen to prepare for the dipping. Jim, mindful of Gwen’s tight mouth and red-ringed eyes, absents himself to bring in the sheep.

Gwen is sullen as they fill the concrete tub in the back field with water and, when the task is complete, she strides off towards the barn without a word, leaving Jack to hurry after her. Tucked in a murky corner, amongst hessian sacks of seed and feed, is a bag of powder detergent. They both reach for it at the same time.

‘I can manage.’

‘I don’t doubt it.’

Recognising her fight is with her father alone, Gwen relents with a peevish sigh and steps away. Jack grips the top corners of the sack but makes no move to lift it.

‘You’re already seeing him, aren’t you? That lad.’

‘It’s hardly any of your business.’

‘No, lass, it certainly isn’t,’ he admits quietly. Still he does not lift the sack.

‘You won’t say anything, will you? To Dad, I mean?’ she says at last.

His breath escapes through his teeth. ‘Like I say, lass, it isn’t my business to get involved.’

‘He’s done nothing wrong, Jack – nothing to earn Dad’s contempt.’

‘Jim’s just trying to protect you.’

‘From what? Life?’ Her hands lift in frustration. ‘I’m old enough to make my own decisions and, if necessary, my own mistakes. But it’s not a mistake. Dad can’t believe that someone like Gordon could ever truly want someone like me. But he does. It’s not Gordon who cares about the differences between us – it’s my own father. That’s the irony. He should be happy for me.’