Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

Gwen attempts to conceal her trembling mouth by turning away to rub the horses’ blazes. When she finally composes herself, it is Jack she seeks out.

He does not understand what he has done to earn the gratitude that warms her features.

But he knows he will do anything to keep it.

Jim attempts to goad Gwen at breakfast on Saturday morning.

‘Well, I don’t know, Gwen … I can’t really let you off your chores just so you can go and get dolled up for some dance.’

‘I don’t mind not going, you know. If you’d rather I stay …

Jack looks up from his plate. The levity that lifted Jim’s words is markedly absent from Gwen’s.

‘Don’t be daft, girl. You’re going to the ball.’

‘But …’

‘No buts, you’re going.’ Jim waves away her doubts with his knife and fork.

Gwen does not seem relieved. Indeed, as the week has progressed Jack has noticed how quiet she has become. He has also noticed the leaden looks she exchanges with Muriel whenever Saturday is mentioned and the shallow frown that appears like fretwork on her brow.

‘You do the milking this afternoon as normal, and I’ll come and help Jack clean up after. How’s that? Will that be time enough?’

‘I’ll put the copper on for you, so you can have a bath when you come in.’ Muriel half-turns from the stove where she is frying off some beef for a casserole.

Gwen’s expression of gratitude strikes Jack as half-hearted.

They spend the day sowing peas in the field which Jack himself harrowed the day before. He was powerless to hide his pleasure when he finished the task, with both Jim and Gwen approving his efforts.

‘I’m going to have to scrub like mad to get this mud out of my nails,’ Gwen says to him later, examining her grimy fingers as they go together to bring the cattle in for milking. ‘Jack … tonight … could you try and make sure Dad doesn’t get too carried away in the pub?’

‘Is he likely to?’

She throws a glance to the horizon, sending it on its way with a slight shrug of her shoulders. ‘I can trust you to look out for him, can’t I?’

‘He’s a grown man, Gwen …’

‘Can’t I?’

‘Of course.’

She tries to muster a smile, but it wilts on her lips like a parched flower.

‘What exactly is it you’re worried about, Gwen?’

She tips her head back. The breeze ruffles the loose strands of hair that have escaped the scarf knotted at the base of her skull.

‘I’m just being foolish … I’m sure there’s nothing to worry about,’ she says at last. ‘Nothing at all.’

Gwen is uncharacteristically quiet as she finishes the milking. When Jim appears to take over the cleaning up, she offers again to remain at home for the evening.