Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

‘Will you be all right?’ Muriel asks, concern edging her voice as she chivvies the exhausted boy off the seat.

‘We’ll be fine,’ Gwen assures her, taking Tom’s hand, but doubt settles in as he rests his full weight against her.

‘Here, I’m heading off myself, I’ll come with you.’ Ted tips back the dregs of his beer.

‘You don’t have to …’

‘No, no I need to be getting back.’

It is dusk as they duck under the lintel. The air has grown chilly and Gwen’s skin protests at its cool caress. She regrets not bringing a coat for Tom at least, but he is too tired to moan about the cold. He drags himself along beside her, his hand loose in hers. The change in air causes Ted to start coughing. He tries to contain it as he roots for his cigarettes. He is still spluttering as he lights one but manages to draw the smoke deep into his lungs. It seems to work. He offers the pack to Gwen, but she shakes her head.

They have not long left the pub garden when Tom begins to whine.

‘Come here, lad, let’s be having you.’ Ted tosses away his cigarette and swings the boy onto his back. Tom links his hands around the farmer’s neck and rests his cheek against his shoulder blade.

‘Are you sure …?’ Gwen asks.

‘Yes, he’s fine.’

‘Well, if he starts to get heavy, I can take him.’

‘Gwen, he’s as light as a feather.’

They walk in silence, easy in each other’s company. Ted begins to pant as he reaches the top of the hill, the village falling away behind them, but he rebuffs Gwen’s renewed offer to take the boy. The wind susurrates through the trees and somewhere to their left a fox bark disturbs the hush, eerie in the dimming light, as threads of pink straddle the violet horizon – promise of a good day to come.

The white render of the farmhouse takes on an ethereal hue in the twilight. The windows stare blankly down on them and Gwen wishes now she had drawn the curtains before they left. As their steps dwindle to a standstill, she reaches for Tom.

‘I’ll carry him up for you,’ Ted offers.

‘Oh no, you’ve carried him far enough,’ Gwen says, guiding the sleeping boy into her arms. His eyelids flicker momentarily, but the realisation he is safely in his mother’s grasp lulls him back into slumber.

‘I don’t mind. I like to help.’

Gwen detects an uncharacteristic gravitas in Ted’s words. She hesitates. ‘I know.’

The breeze pushes a strand of hair across her cheek. She juggles Tom’s weight, freeing up a hand so she can tuck it behind her ear.