Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

He is careful to fasten the door behind him. He does not want Gwen following him in. The torchlight pools at his feet; he is in no rush – he knows what awaits him. He has seen too many sights like it over the past six years. He thought he was done with all that.

He advances carefully, his eyes scanning for what he cannot yet see. He does not look up at the rafters. He knows enough not to. The torch beam catches the side of the bale stack, tucked into the far corner. They have been arranged in decreasing steps, and Ted is slumped on the bottom row. The sawn-off shotgun has fallen from his hands. The bale his head rests against is slickly scarlet. Jack draws in a deep breath.

‘Oh, Ted.’

He forces himself forward. The metallic smell sticks at the back of his throat as he crouches down beside the farmer’s body. On the bale next to him is a brown envelope with TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN written across its front. Jack drags his hand across his face. As it slides away, he notices a folded piece of white paper caught in the curled palm of Ted’s left hand. His own name is written on the front.

Ted’s fingers, cold but not yet stiff, yield easily as he gently removes it. He pauses for a moment, then opens the note.

Look after her.

He looks up at the rafters, swallowing hard to keep at bay the sudden swell of emotion that threatens to undo him.

‘I will,’ he promises in a roughened voice.

Tucking the paper into his trouser pocket, he pushes himself up to standing. He hears Gwen calling him from outside.

‘Thank you, Ted,’ he whispers.

Hearing Gwen’s shouts coming closer, he runs out to intercept her.

They wait before the barn, Jack’s jacket draped around Gwen’s shoulders. He has tried to persuade her to return to the house, but she insists on remaining outside. It is fully dark now, and cold. The ambulance stands in the yard, the navy Austin Twelve beside it. Gwen buries her head into Jack’s shoulder as the barn door opens and the first stretcher bearer appears. He holds her close, his expression grim, as Ted’s body, covered with a red woollen blanket, is carried out. Neither of them can bear to look as the ambulance doors close behind him.

Detective Inspector Gibson is the last to leave the barn. He ducks through the doorway and heads straight for them, the brown envelope Jack wisely left undisturbed clutched in his hand. As he comes closer, they see it has been ripped open.

‘Sad business,’ the Inspector says by way of greeting. He pauses as the ambulance putters into life, its headlights beaming through the darkness as it manoeuvres out of the yard and into the lane.

‘You’ve read the note?’ Jack asks.