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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

Her heart leaps into her mouth. Gordon Allingham’s all-too-familiar drawl jolts her into action. She presses forward, her hand firm on the gate, but before she can secure it he pushes against the wood with such force she is sent stumbling.

‘It’s rather rude to try and shut me out when I’ve only just arrived.’

‘You have no right to be here. You’re not welcome.’

‘I want to see my son.’

Their shoulders collide as he shoves past her. She catches the sickly waft of spirits and knows he is drunk. He is moving quickly now, striding with purpose towards the farmhouse. She starts after him, calling his name, though she muffles her voice, conscious she does not want to wake Tom or attract any unwanted attention. She reaches for his arm, her fingers forming a vicelike grip as she yanks him round.

‘Get out of here.’

‘I want to see my son.’ He looms over her. She is suddenly aware of the powerful pulse of his inebriated energy.

‘He’s not your son. Why won’t you listen to me?’

‘And why won’t you do the right thing?’ His voice blasts through the darkness. He staggers away from her, bitterness oozing from every pore. ‘I told Helen she was wasting her time. She thought you’d see reason, she thought any mother would do what’s best for their child when the realities were laid before them, but oh no! Not you!’

‘He is my son and he is nothing to do with you.’

‘Lies. Why are you insisting on spouting what we both know to be lies, Gwen? He is my son – that is an indisputable fact, and another indisputable fact is that the life I can give him far exceeds the one he would have with you.’

‘He is my son. He will be loved and cherished and provided for and he will be free to pursue any dreams and ambitions he might have, and I hope he achieves them – through his own his efforts. Love and stability and support are the foundations a child needs to create a wonderful life, Gordon, and my son will have those in abundance.’

‘You naïve fool. Can you really be so stupid as to think life is a fairy tale where good things fall into the lap of those who deserve them? Don’t be so idiotic, Gwen … you’re simply trying to excuse your own selfishness.’

‘He’s not yours, Gordon. I’m sorry I tried to mislead you all those years ago, but enough is enough. He is my husband’s son.’

‘Your husband?’ He throws back his head and laughs. ‘Your husband. This fantasy of yours has to end, Gwen, for all our sakes.’

‘It seems to me, Mr Allingham, it is your misguided fantasy that needs to end.’