Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

She recognises her own handwriting immediately. The flimsy paper package crackles as she takes it from the bag and she feels intense shame that after six years there are so few – a mere token gesture, the half-hearted fulfilment of a pledge. Self-loathing rises from the pit of her stomach. She is about to replace them when she notices another bundle and tucked beneath that yet another string-tied stack, both significantly bigger than the humble collection in her hand. Her brows knit. The top envelopes are addressed to her.

‘Were you looking for something?’

She drops the letters and whirls around, her cheeks flaring. Jack stands in the doorway.

‘Muriel’s doing a wash,’ she blurts out. ‘I came to get your uniform. I … I didn’t know whether there was anything else you needed doing.’

‘Everything in that bag is clean.’ She shrinks from his steady scrutiny. ‘Thank you,’ he adds.

‘Right.’

Desperate to escape, she bustles over to the bed to gather up the abandoned khaki clothing. She stiffens as he joins her. The photograph still lies upon the jacket. When she makes no attempt to pick it up, he reaches past her and wordlessly removes it. She does not dare to look at him. She simply gathers up the uniform, clutching it against her.

‘I’m sorry,’ she whispers, and before he can ask her to explain, she rushes from the room.

Nora has taken to going out most nights since Jack’s return, but Gwen does not miss her company. As soon as she leaves, with Tom safely tucked in bed, Jack excuses himself and retreats to the tack room. It is only then that, to her surprise, Gwen feels the loneliness of her home.

With too much time to think and too little interruption, she sits before the smouldering fire and traverses the corridors of her past, hovering beside doors she wishes she had opened, curious now as to what they might have revealed. The clock on the mantel ticks her solitary evenings away and she is always grateful when it reaches the hour for her to shut up the farm.

She checks on Tom, sleeping peacefully in the darkness, before softly descending the stairs. She pulls on her worsted jacket, for the nights are cold now with October baying at September’s door. She is just pushing on her boots when Nora lets herself in and they both exclaim in surprise, coming so suddenly face to face.

‘You’re earlier than I expected,’ Gwen says.

‘Oh, the pub was dead – except for Ted, he was there, drinking by himself. He offered to walk me home and since no one else was around to entertain me, I didn’t see the point of stopping. Are you shutting up? Want a hand?’

‘Yes, don’t worry, though, I’ll do it.’

‘Where’s your chap? Isn’t he going to help you close up?’

‘He’s still working,’ Gwen says quickly, ‘in the tack room.’