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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

‘Where did you sleep then?’

‘Sometimes we slept in buildings or barns, but most of the time we were just out in woods and fields in shell scrapes or trenches, or just lying on the ground.’

‘Under the stars?’

‘Aye lad, under the stars.’

‘I want to sleep outside one night, but Mummy says I’m too little.’

Jack wisely remains neutral on the subject. ‘Well, you listen to your mam for now. She probably knows best.’

The boy nods. ‘Is that the same uniform you wore when you were fighting?’

Jack laughs. ‘Aye, it is.’ He lifts his arm and sniffs the coarse khaki fabric. ‘Does it honk a bit?’

Tom giggles and shakes his head. Silence descends again like a stage curtain.

‘Were you scared?’ the boy asks at last.

‘Aye … sometimes.’

Tom rests his forehead on his bony knees. They listen to the crackle of a squirrel racing up a tree and the resonant hammer of a woodpecker in the distance. Beyond the shelter, bronzed leaves drift lazily to the ground, tipping and falling on the breeze ruffling the canopy.

Tom raises his head. ‘When you were away …’ His voice is little more than a shy whisper, but it catches Jack’s attention immediately. The bravery behind it is tangible. ‘… Did you think of me and Mummy?’

Jack finds he is unable to answer. His throat is too tight. He swallows down emotion he did not think himself capable of until, finally, he trusts himself to speak.

‘Aye, lad. All the time … all the time.’

Gwen notices the sea change straight away. On their return to the farmhouse Tom chatters away nineteen to the dozen, firing questions at Jack and making demands on his attention without stopping for breath. They are carried into the kitchen on the incessant tide of his voice. Jack gamely tries to find pause to answer the boy as best he can, before being cut off by the next enquiry that springs from his inquisitive mind. Gwen does not know how to react to the delighted amusement playing in Muriel’s eyes, while Nora just laughs as she ducks outside to make use of the privy. At last, Gwen takes pity on Jack.

‘That’s enough, Tom, give your father a rest.’

And suddenly the kitchen falls still; only Tom carries on, oblivious to his mother’s choice of words. Jack lifts his gaze to Gwen and in the ensuing moment they flounder in things left unsaid. She is relieved when Tom asks Jack a question, forcing him to break away.

Now he has discovered his father, Tom is reluctant to let him go. He trails after him, faithful and reverent. Gwen is astonished by Jack’s endless patience, but the growing attachment renders her uneasy: she knows it cannot last and she fears the damage that will be wrought when it ends.