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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

Jack sits in the silent kitchen, his heart breaking. His return has not been well received, that much is painfully clear, but even so, he does not regret it. He always knew his chances of being welcomed back with open arms were slim, but he could not let the poor odds deter him. He had to come back. He had to try.

The door opens behind him. He twists round and seeing Gwen, he gets to his feet. She takes a deep breath and steps inside, resting her weight against the door as she pushes it shut.

‘What are you doing here, Jack?’

He has pictured this moment so many times: telling her everything. But now he is here, alone with her at last, he struggles to find the words, unsure where to begin.

‘I went home to Newcastle … The town was badly damaged, like. The shipyards took a battering … the city around … my street was gone.’

She appears taken aback. ‘Your mum …

‘I heard the drink got her before all that.’

‘I’m sorry.’

He shrugs awkwardly, wondering how he came to be talking about his mother. ‘There was nothing for me there.’

‘But there’s nothing for you here either, Jack.’

Her voice is firm, her manner cold.

She stands her ground and suddenly he realises she too has changed since he left – matured, strengthened – perhaps even hardened. And yet, he instinctively knows her essence is unaltered, that her sweet heart remains. She is still the same Gwen he laboured beside, stood beside … loved … all those years ago. He has seen it in the unguarded comments and subtle observations contained in her occasional letters. And though he cannot explain it, he feels it keenly now.

‘Tom … he’s a fine boy.’

‘He is.’ Her chin juts up. He sees the wariness in her eyes and wonders where it comes from. ‘And whilst I’ll always be grateful to you, Jack, we’re doing just fine the way we are.’

‘I just …’

‘He’s mine, Jack.’

‘I know …’

‘You have no claim on him.’

‘I know that, Gwen …’

‘Just like you have no claim on this farm.’

‘Of course I don’t. Gwen, this is your farm, your land …’ He cannot hide his confusion. He does not understand what he has said – what he might have unknowingly implied – to make her so defensive.

‘Jack, I agreed to do what I did because you made me a promise: no ties; no comeback. Now don’t get me wrong, I’m glad you’re alive … I’m pleased you survived the war … but I don’t want you here. There is no place for you in my life or in Tom’s life, and your coming here will only confuse and complicate things. So, you need to go. You cannot stay here. Do you understand? You cannot stay.’

‘Gwen, I need to …’