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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

He is aware then of the boy. He has crept forward, stealthy and unsure, like a curious kit exploring beyond the safety of the burrow. He peers out from behind his mother’s legs, his expression wary. Jack meets his solemn eyes and is overcome by the realisation that this is the child, the child it was all for – the façade of their marriage, the promise made and now broken. This child drew them together and forced them apart. And yet he has an overwhelming sense of this being his child, and suddenly a sob chokes him. He covers it with a cough and hopes that Gwen remains oblivious to the rush of love that has caught him unawares. Of all things, it is his reaction to the boy that is the most unanticipated.

He crouches down, fearful his knees might give way, for he is trembling as if possessed by a fever. He looks at the boy with wonder, studying his every feature – the curve of his brow, the sweep of his mouth, the line of his button nose. He has been absorbing the same features in miniature every night for the past five years, tracing their black-and-white outlines. And now he sees them in the flesh: the boy a little bigger, the features more defined.

‘And you must be Tom.’

His voice gives way on the boy’s name. He tries to smile, but the swell of his emotion is so great it fails to become the bold expression he intended – though it is charged with joy all the same. The boy nods, before ducking behind his mother’s legs. Jack thinks his heart might burst.

‘Don’t be shy, Tom, say hello to your daddy! He’s back at last – back from the war. What a lucky boy you are to have your daddy home.’

It is the Land Girl who speaks. Previously, she has been little more than a sketch in Gwen’s occasional letters, but now she sidles forward in full embodiment, a scythe in her hand, her face alive with devilment.

‘I think you’ve stunned them both into silence,’ she laughs. Gwen shoots her an annoyed look, but the girl is unrepentant; she merely leans on her scythe and settles in to enjoy the show.

Jack pushes himself up to standing. He had not factored in the presence of a stranger. There is a confidence to the Land Girl that unnerves him and he wishes she was not there. He had never wanted his first meeting with Gwen to be a spectacle, but she is turning it into one and he resents her for it. The words he has practised are lost in the stage fright of an actor facing an audience for the first time.

‘This is Nora … my Land Girl,’ Gwen says, as if sensing – and perhaps sharing – his disquiet.

‘So I gathered,’ he says, before mumbling a greeting.