Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

The tang of ammonia hits the back of her throat as soon as she opens the coop door. She delivers the hens to the straw-strewn shelves and soon they are chirruping with contentment as their thin eyelids beginning to droop. She fills their hoppers with grain and water, then draws the door shut behind her. A vixen screams from the copse behind the farm as she lifts the bar into place.

The night is still as she walks from the paddock, the leftover grain shushing over the bottom of her pail. She closes the gate and crosses the rough ground behind the buildings, before plunging into the shadowed passage between the stable block and the milking parlour.

‘You missed our meeting.’

She lets out a throttled cry as Gordon Allingham emerges from the darkness. He draws towards her, moonlight throwing his face into relief, revealing features that once quickened her heart with joy, but which now instil sheer terror. Her fingers tighten around the pail’s wooden handle.

‘What do you want?’

‘I want to talk to you. About Tom.’

Bile rises from her gullet as his voice caresses the name of her son.

‘There’s nothing to talk about.’ She attempts to pass him, but he sidesteps to block her.

‘We both know that’s not true.’

‘I know no such thing. You’re not welcome here, Gordon.’

‘Well, I’ve no intention of leaving. Not until I’ve said what I’ve come to say.’

‘And what’s that?’ Gwen’s temper bites. ‘What could you possibly have to say to me after all these years?’

‘I want my son.’

She thrusts out her chin, her heart hammering against her chest. ‘I can’t help you there.’ Her bravado is like gossamer. ‘I don’t know what delusion you’re labouring under, but if you think Tom is your son you are wrong.’

‘You can tell yourself that as much as you like, but we both know it’s not true.’ He moves closer. ‘Tom is my son. You seem to forget you told me you were carrying my child … and I have your letters to prove it.’

Gwen’s blood runs cold. Christ, the letters!

‘They prove nothing,’ she says, buying for time.

‘Really?’ He chuckles; the sound is chilling. ‘So, who are you claiming Tom’s father to be?’

‘My husband is Tom’s father.’

‘Is that so? That’s not what you wrote.’

Gwen had almost forgotten about the existence of her desperate missives, posted in passion. It had never crossed her mind that Gordon might have kept them, but if he has, they now put Tom in more danger than she could ever have imagined. She needs to mitigate their significance – by any means.