Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

He watches her go, then fills a bucket from the pump and sluices down the wall, before returning to the milking parlour to do the work of two.

She has surfaced again by the time he goes in late for breakfast. Jim is already seated at the table, an empty plate smeared with egg yolk before him, a half-drunk mug of tea at his elbow.

‘Finished at last, eh?’

‘Aye.’

‘Sit down, I’ve got your breakfast here.’ Muriel sets a laden plate in his place as he takes off his boots. His eyes stray to Gwen as she pours his tea.

‘Sorry to dump you in it.’ Her voice is soft as she sets the mug down beside him.

‘It’s nee bother.’ He is unsure whether he should enquire about her health in front of the others.

‘Clean overslept!’ she says brightly, as if reading his mind. She holds his gaze for a moment before turning away. ‘Haven’t done that in a while.’

‘You should have knocked on the door, lad, rather than plough on single-handed,’ Jim says.

‘Oh, it was no bother. I got into my rhythm and time flew by.’ He takes a sip of tea.

‘I think I’ll go back to setting my alarm clock.’ Gwen smiles brightly. ‘It won’t happen again.’

But the following morning, it does.

She makes it to the privy. Jack follows her out, leaving the cows restless in their stalls. He waits a discreet distance away. When she finally emerges she looks drained, but there is something else festering beneath the surface. He sees it immediately, though she stalks past without acknowledging him. She makes her way to the pump in the yard and cranks the handle with angry vigour, scooping the water with her free hand, splashing it into her face. She dries her dripping cheeks on her sleeve.

‘We should get back to milking,’ she says.

‘How far gone are you, Gwen?’

The flare of her eyes betrays her, though she blusters with indignant denials.

‘Don’t take me for a fool, lass. Green-gilled every morning? What else do you think it is?’

‘An upset tummy, nothing more.’

‘Aye, you keep telling yourself that.’

‘How dare you.’

She walks away from him, but he catches her easily and, though she protests with the vehement outrage of a manhandled suffragette, he marches her through the open mouth of the barn.

‘You said there were things I didn’t know …’ he fights to keep his voice even, ‘… when Gordon announced his engagement – things that you said would change everything. You thought the fact you were carrying his child would bring him round, didn’t you?’

She is breathing hard. Her limbs quiver.

‘Does he know?’ Jack demands, standing before her, hands on his hips. ‘Allingham? Did you tell him?’

‘Yes, he knows!’

He absorbs the blow of her anger. ‘And what did he say?’