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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

Jack is not enjoying the fete. Gwen has committed to the opening stint on the jam stall and at first he thinks he will stay with her, but as the marquee becomes packed with plump farmers’ wives and young children overflowing with reckless energy, he makes his excuses and ducks out. The grounds are filling up now. The domed roofs of cars cobble the front meadow and abandoned push bikes decorate the iron railings, while the Hall looms in the background, disapproving of the hoi polloi now milling over its manicured lawns.

It is unbearably hot. He pulls his handkerchief from his pocket and dabs at his forehead. He yearns to strip off his jacket and roll up his sleeves, but he notices a decorous standard is being maintained amongst the crowd, with everyone suffering the heat in their hats and suits, and he has no intention of letting the side down. So, his jacket remains on, though his body leaks through his shirt into its seams.

He passes the coconut shy where a group of giggling girls are trying their luck with little success, and then an apple-bobbing barrel with a line of boys egging each other on to get wet, much to the consternation of the stallholder. The enticing scent of honey and hops emanates from the open-fronted beer tent, but though sorely tempted, Jack decides against joining the old men and lithe lads lingering around its guy ropes supping their nectar-filled glasses. He walks on.

An eight-piece ensemble is playing on a raised dais erected in the middle of the lawn, and as the violins’ soft strains float through the air Jack is struck by how unimaginable he would have found his present situation a few weeks ago. He thinks back to that night in June, huddled against the shuddering boards of the coal wagon, with his throbbing knuckles and smarting eyes, and he remembers the plan he managed to extricate from his racing thoughts. He marvels how that very plan – formed from a desire to redeem himself – has so unexpectedly brought him here to this new life – a life that he now longs to pursue.

But he knows it is an impossible dream. He must fulfil his original intentions. He has no choice in the matter – he must escape to the war that draws ever closer. It remains the only way he can atone for what he has done – and perhaps secure a future. War will be his trial and fate his hanging judge. If he is to sacrifice his life for his crimes at least it will be on his own terms, and that way he can accept its loss – for its loss, he suspects, is inevitable. The black-bordered photographs on his mantel at home reveal how battlefield odds play out for men like him.