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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Family Tree
  4. Part One: The Fisherman in Love
  5. July 1941
  6. To Look at Her with Intention
  7. A Swell Dame
  8. The Harvey Girls
  9. A Match to the Side
  10. Like a Gentleman
  11. Needly in the Water
  12. South American Way
  13. Illegal in Summertime
  14. Aix-les-Bains
  15. Kind Lady Lives Here
  16. The World Wasn’t Enough
  17. Pass the Salt
  18. Fiskare
  19. Fiskfika
  20. A Small Hotel
  21. What Are Uncles For?
  22. A Flair For the Dramatic
  23. A Better Man For It
  24. The Bender
  25. November 1944
  26. A Damn to Give
  27. Emil’s One
  28. Horse’s Neck
  29. Good Enough
  30. Part Two: The Fisherman at War
  31. December 1944
  32. Captain Who?
  33. I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
  34. Civilian Terror
  35. The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
  36. Holy Schmitt
  37. Grand and Casual
  38. Extraordinary Soldiers
  39. January 1945
  40. To Kill For Friends
  41. Say His Name
  42. Strong Letter to Follow
  43. Now
  44. Goose Egg
  45. Close as Any Man and Woman
  46. Something to Someone
  47. February-April 1945
  48. Nothing For It
  49. Hungry
  50. A Different Breed of Brothers
  51. Everything a Father Could
  52. The Resurrection and the Life
  53. Fish Hook
  54. Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
  55. May 1945
  56. True Hunger
  57. Shadows and Burrs
  58. Keeper of the Flame
  59. The Barrel
  60. Hangman’s Coming
  61. Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
  62. August 1945
  63. The Monastery
  64. Angels of the River
  65. I Had a Lover
  66. September 1945
  67. Trade Secrets
  68. Home
  69. Minor Mine
  70. Our Greatest Weapon
  71. Bra Som Guld
  72. Erik
  73. A Bit of an All Right
  74. Jacques’ Trap
  75. Still a Sort of Fisherman
  76. Guarding the Perimeter
  77. October 1945
  78. Juicy Fruit
  79. The Way He Wrote It
  80. June 1947
  81. All Here
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. In Tribute
  84. In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by Suanne Laqueur

“Like finding a picture of yourself in someone else’s house.”

Her hand came out of her lap then, holding two photographs, which had been marking the page. He stared.

He stared harder.

“Wait,” he said. “That’s me.”

They were the pictures Marta took on a long-ago day in 1931, when she knocked on the Fiskares’ kitchen door and brought order out of chaos. By sundown, she’d moved into the attic room and had unpacked all her wonderful things, including her camera. When Kennet brought her towels, he stayed to visit. She took his picture.

“Lean against the wall with your shoulder,” she’d said. “And put your hands in your pockets. Now don’t look at me, gaze over toward the window, like you’re thinking deep thoughts.”

Kennet stared at his twelve-year-old self, composed and contemplative. In the second photo, he looked right at the camera, as Marta had told him to.

“When you’re famous, I’ll be able to tell everyone I took your picture.”

“I didn’t know you had these,” he said, barely able to breathe around the words. “How do you have these?”

“Marta sent them.” Astrid held the second picture at arm’s length and moved her head and shoulders side to side. “Your eyes follow. No matter where I stand.”

He couldn’t speak. Couldn’t take in the incredible symmetry. All these years of looking at Astrid’s photographs, feeling her gaze follow, feeling she knew him.

All this time, she was doing the same?

Without him even knowing?

Astrid was turning more pages now. Stop, part of Kennet thought. No more. Even as the other part of him begged, More. Tell me more, show me more, don’t ever stop.

She was passing him another picture. An older Kennet in the boathouse. All his weight on one bent leg, the muscles in his arms taut as he wielded a plane above the hull of the Hildur. Looking at the camera, a cigarette held tight in the corner of his mouth. Through the haze of smoke, his expression was wary, as if he’d been startled out of his work.

He’d forgotten the day, but he remembered now. Marta calling him from the boathouse door. Looking up to see her behind the camera. The whirring click. And he laughed at her, chiding, “Never take a gentleman’s picture without his permission.”

“Marta sent me the others,” Astrid said. “I asked for this one. I mean, I asked her to take a picture of you later in life. You were stuck at twelve in the pages of this book. I wanted to see you grown up.”

“Why?”

“I don’t know exactly.” Her eyes closed as she shook her head slowly. “I just felt like I knew you.”

“I’m not even smiling in this one.”