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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Family Tree
  4. Part One: The Fisherman in Love
  5. July 1941
  6. To Look at Her with Intention
  7. A Swell Dame
  8. The Harvey Girls
  9. A Match to the Side
  10. Like a Gentleman
  11. Needly in the Water
  12. South American Way
  13. Illegal in Summertime
  14. Aix-les-Bains
  15. Kind Lady Lives Here
  16. The World Wasn’t Enough
  17. Pass the Salt
  18. Fiskare
  19. Fiskfika
  20. A Small Hotel
  21. What Are Uncles For?
  22. A Flair For the Dramatic
  23. A Better Man For It
  24. The Bender
  25. November 1944
  26. A Damn to Give
  27. Emil’s One
  28. Horse’s Neck
  29. Good Enough
  30. Part Two: The Fisherman at War
  31. December 1944
  32. Captain Who?
  33. I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
  34. Civilian Terror
  35. The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
  36. Holy Schmitt
  37. Grand and Casual
  38. Extraordinary Soldiers
  39. January 1945
  40. To Kill For Friends
  41. Say His Name
  42. Strong Letter to Follow
  43. Now
  44. Goose Egg
  45. Close as Any Man and Woman
  46. Something to Someone
  47. February-April 1945
  48. Nothing For It
  49. Hungry
  50. A Different Breed of Brothers
  51. Everything a Father Could
  52. The Resurrection and the Life
  53. Fish Hook
  54. Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
  55. May 1945
  56. True Hunger
  57. Shadows and Burrs
  58. Keeper of the Flame
  59. The Barrel
  60. Hangman’s Coming
  61. Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
  62. August 1945
  63. The Monastery
  64. Angels of the River
  65. I Had a Lover
  66. September 1945
  67. Trade Secrets
  68. Home
  69. Minor Mine
  70. Our Greatest Weapon
  71. Bra Som Guld
  72. Erik
  73. A Bit of an All Right
  74. Jacques’ Trap
  75. Still a Sort of Fisherman
  76. Guarding the Perimeter
  77. October 1945
  78. Juicy Fruit
  79. The Way He Wrote It
  80. June 1947
  81. All Here
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. In Tribute
  84. In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by Suanne Laqueur

“Major said your grandmother has Beatrice’s gold fish?”

“Yes, but it’s silver,” Kennet said. “Marianne asked the deWrenne jewelers to make it so. She said silver was for a girl.”

“Do you agree?”

He ran a forearm along his sweaty brow. “I wouldn’t call it a universal law, but I was the kind of kid who loved to sort and label and classify things. Maybe to a fault.”

“But it’s such an endearing fault.”

“All my life, I’ve thought of the most important women as silver, and the most important men as gold. For a while, I even believed my father was made of gold.”

From hip to knee, Emil Fiskare’s left leg was a constellation of shrapnel scars, bits of metal blown there in the Somme Offensive. As a child, Kennet was particularly fascinated with the divot in his father’s thigh where, if you pressed, you could feel something under the skin. Something hard and tantalizing and unobtainable.

“That’s a Hun’s gold tooth,” Emil said, straight-faced and earnest. “He blew himself up trying to blow me up. His head exploded in a hundred pieces, and his gold tooth went into my leg. So deep, the doctors couldn’t get it out. Now it’s mine. Finders keepers, right?”

Kennet took such a tale at face value when he was five. Later he’d cast his doubts on the story’s veracity. The lump was probably another piece of metal. Still, he liked the idea that his father had a bit of gold inside. It gave bravado to his limp and lent an air of romance to his short stature, thinning hair and quiet, almost abstracted demeanor. Until Kennet could believe the gold tooth was slowly dissolving, sending its noble atoms and particles through Emil’s veins.

“Which means, possibly, that I have a little gold in my veins,” Kennet said. He laughed at his sneakers. “I’ve never told that to anyone.”

Astrid sat on the grass, stretching out her legs and leaning back on her hands. “Tell me something else.”

“After Beatrice died,” Kennet said, “my grandmother wore the silver fish pinned inside her blouse. It made a lump over her heart and it would dig into my cheek when I hugged her.”

“Like a piece of shrapnel she carried on the outside,” Astrid said.

“Yes,” Kennet said. “Exactly. So I decided war hurts men on the inside, and it hurts women on the outside.”

“What a thoughtful little boy you were.”