Chapters (86)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Family Tree
- Part One: The Fisherman in Love
- July 1941
- To Look at Her with Intention
- A Swell Dame
- The Harvey Girls
- A Match to the Side
- Like a Gentleman
- Needly in the Water
- South American Way
- Illegal in Summertime
- Aix-les-Bains
- Kind Lady Lives Here
- The World Wasn’t Enough
- Pass the Salt
- Fiskare
- Fiskfika
- A Small Hotel
- What Are Uncles For?
- A Flair For the Dramatic
- A Better Man For It
- The Bender
- November 1944
- A Damn to Give
- Emil’s One
- Horse’s Neck
- Good Enough
- Part Two: The Fisherman at War
- December 1944
- Captain Who?
- I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
- Civilian Terror
- The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
- Holy Schmitt
- Grand and Casual
- Extraordinary Soldiers
- January 1945
- To Kill For Friends
- Say His Name
- Strong Letter to Follow
- Now
- Goose Egg
- Close as Any Man and Woman
- Something to Someone
- February-April 1945
- Nothing For It
- Hungry
- A Different Breed of Brothers
- Everything a Father Could
- The Resurrection and the Life
- Fish Hook
- Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
- May 1945
- True Hunger
- Shadows and Burrs
- Keeper of the Flame
- The Barrel
- Hangman’s Coming
- Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
- August 1945
- The Monastery
- Angels of the River
- I Had a Lover
- September 1945
- Trade Secrets
- Home
- Minor Mine
- Our Greatest Weapon
- Bra Som Guld
- Erik
- A Bit of an All Right
- Jacques’ Trap
- Still a Sort of Fisherman
- Guarding the Perimeter
- October 1945
- Juicy Fruit
- The Way He Wrote It
- June 1947
- All Here
- Acknowledgments
- In Tribute
- In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
- About the Author
- Also by Suanne Laqueur
Some irresistible compulsion took hold of Kennet, knocking aside any semblance of decent behavior. He shrank into the shadows, pulled himself small and silent. His ears bulged against the night, but he couldn’t discern words. Only the slow, slurring ups and downs of two deep voices. Two feet of space separated Minor’s right shoulder from O’Hara’s left, making a third entity that shimmered and stretched.
It almost seemed to yearn.
Slowly, Kennet became that space, condensed into the essence of patience.
He waited.
And watched.
O’Hara’s head dropped, his fingers laced at his nape.
Minor drained the last of his beer, then set the bottle down. He slid closer.
O’Hara moved over a little, head still bowed.
They sat still a long time.
Kennet barely breathed.
Minor put his hand between O’Hara’s shoulder blades. Above it, O’Hara’s head was shaking. No. I can’t.
Minor’s hand made a few easy circles before gliding up to rest at the back of O’Hara’s head, on top of O’Hara’s twined fingers. His torso expanded and contracted in a big sigh that materialized as steam, then dissolved.
O’Hara seemed to shrink, down and to his left. His dark head now lolling on Minor’s shoulder. Nodding. Yes. I can.
Minor set his chin on O’Hara’s crown. They held still. Breathing.
Kennet swore he could feel their combined heartbeats through his feet. Minor’s face was in profile, showing his guarded, brooding, scarred side.
His twin’s side.
Lauren, Kennet thought. Say her name. Lauren. Birdie. Don’t fly away this time. No more leaving. Stay. Stay with him. Let him feel this moment with his entire, twinned soul. Stay, little bird. It’s safe here…
Minor turned his mouth down into O’Hara’s hair. His eyes closed and his hand caressed O’Hara’s head. He and O’Hara were rocking a little. Leaning on each other. Testing the tenacity of the night. Following where it led.
Little by little, Minor’s fingers, soft and easy on O’Hara’s head, began to stretch out wide. Taking hold. Taking ownership. They dug furrows into O’Hara’s hair and slowly pulled.
O’Hara’s chin came up. His head dropped into the cradle of Minor’s forearm, face to the sky. A cloud of his breath rose as Minor pressed his mouth into O’Hara’s throat.
Stay, Kennet thought. Without him being aware, his palm had lifted, as if making a place where a bird could perch. Stay, please stay.
A ripple went down the back of O’Hara’s jacket. Now his head canted toward Minor. His hand slid along Minor’s jaw.
They kissed each other.