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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Family Tree
  4. Part One: The Fisherman in Love
  5. July 1941
  6. To Look at Her with Intention
  7. A Swell Dame
  8. The Harvey Girls
  9. A Match to the Side
  10. Like a Gentleman
  11. Needly in the Water
  12. South American Way
  13. Illegal in Summertime
  14. Aix-les-Bains
  15. Kind Lady Lives Here
  16. The World Wasn’t Enough
  17. Pass the Salt
  18. Fiskare
  19. Fiskfika
  20. A Small Hotel
  21. What Are Uncles For?
  22. A Flair For the Dramatic
  23. A Better Man For It
  24. The Bender
  25. November 1944
  26. A Damn to Give
  27. Emil’s One
  28. Horse’s Neck
  29. Good Enough
  30. Part Two: The Fisherman at War
  31. December 1944
  32. Captain Who?
  33. I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
  34. Civilian Terror
  35. The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
  36. Holy Schmitt
  37. Grand and Casual
  38. Extraordinary Soldiers
  39. January 1945
  40. To Kill For Friends
  41. Say His Name
  42. Strong Letter to Follow
  43. Now
  44. Goose Egg
  45. Close as Any Man and Woman
  46. Something to Someone
  47. February-April 1945
  48. Nothing For It
  49. Hungry
  50. A Different Breed of Brothers
  51. Everything a Father Could
  52. The Resurrection and the Life
  53. Fish Hook
  54. Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
  55. May 1945
  56. True Hunger
  57. Shadows and Burrs
  58. Keeper of the Flame
  59. The Barrel
  60. Hangman’s Coming
  61. Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
  62. August 1945
  63. The Monastery
  64. Angels of the River
  65. I Had a Lover
  66. September 1945
  67. Trade Secrets
  68. Home
  69. Minor Mine
  70. Our Greatest Weapon
  71. Bra Som Guld
  72. Erik
  73. A Bit of an All Right
  74. Jacques’ Trap
  75. Still a Sort of Fisherman
  76. Guarding the Perimeter
  77. October 1945
  78. Juicy Fruit
  79. The Way He Wrote It
  80. June 1947
  81. All Here
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. In Tribute
  84. In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by Suanne Laqueur

Some irresistible compulsion took hold of Kennet, knocking aside any semblance of decent behavior. He shrank into the shadows, pulled himself small and silent. His ears bulged against the night, but he couldn’t discern words. Only the slow, slurring ups and downs of two deep voices. Two feet of space separated Minor’s right shoulder from O’Hara’s left, making a third entity that shimmered and stretched.

It almost seemed to yearn.

Slowly, Kennet became that space, condensed into the essence of patience.

He waited.

And watched.

O’Hara’s head dropped, his fingers laced at his nape.

Minor drained the last of his beer, then set the bottle down. He slid closer.

O’Hara moved over a little, head still bowed.

They sat still a long time.

Kennet barely breathed.

Minor put his hand between O’Hara’s shoulder blades. Above it, O’Hara’s head was shaking. No. I can’t.

Minor’s hand made a few easy circles before gliding up to rest at the back of O’Hara’s head, on top of O’Hara’s twined fingers. His torso expanded and contracted in a big sigh that materialized as steam, then dissolved.

O’Hara seemed to shrink, down and to his left. His dark head now lolling on Minor’s shoulder. Nodding. Yes. I can.

Minor set his chin on O’Hara’s crown. They held still. Breathing.

Kennet swore he could feel their combined heartbeats through his feet. Minor’s face was in profile, showing his guarded, brooding, scarred side.

His twin’s side.

Lauren, Kennet thought. Say her name. Lauren. Birdie. Don’t fly away this time. No more leaving. Stay. Stay with him. Let him feel this moment with his entire, twinned soul. Stay, little bird. It’s safe here…

Minor turned his mouth down into O’Hara’s hair. His eyes closed and his hand caressed O’Hara’s head. He and O’Hara were rocking a little. Leaning on each other. Testing the tenacity of the night. Following where it led.

Little by little, Minor’s fingers, soft and easy on O’Hara’s head, began to stretch out wide. Taking hold. Taking ownership. They dug furrows into O’Hara’s hair and slowly pulled.

O’Hara’s chin came up. His head dropped into the cradle of Minor’s forearm, face to the sky. A cloud of his breath rose as Minor pressed his mouth into O’Hara’s throat.

Stay, Kennet thought. Without him being aware, his palm had lifted, as if making a place where a bird could perch. Stay, please stay.

A ripple went down the back of O’Hara’s jacket. Now his head canted toward Minor. His hand slid along Minor’s jaw.

They kissed each other.