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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Family Tree
  4. Part One: The Fisherman in Love
  5. July 1941
  6. To Look at Her with Intention
  7. A Swell Dame
  8. The Harvey Girls
  9. A Match to the Side
  10. Like a Gentleman
  11. Needly in the Water
  12. South American Way
  13. Illegal in Summertime
  14. Aix-les-Bains
  15. Kind Lady Lives Here
  16. The World Wasn’t Enough
  17. Pass the Salt
  18. Fiskare
  19. Fiskfika
  20. A Small Hotel
  21. What Are Uncles For?
  22. A Flair For the Dramatic
  23. A Better Man For It
  24. The Bender
  25. November 1944
  26. A Damn to Give
  27. Emil’s One
  28. Horse’s Neck
  29. Good Enough
  30. Part Two: The Fisherman at War
  31. December 1944
  32. Captain Who?
  33. I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
  34. Civilian Terror
  35. The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
  36. Holy Schmitt
  37. Grand and Casual
  38. Extraordinary Soldiers
  39. January 1945
  40. To Kill For Friends
  41. Say His Name
  42. Strong Letter to Follow
  43. Now
  44. Goose Egg
  45. Close as Any Man and Woman
  46. Something to Someone
  47. February-April 1945
  48. Nothing For It
  49. Hungry
  50. A Different Breed of Brothers
  51. Everything a Father Could
  52. The Resurrection and the Life
  53. Fish Hook
  54. Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
  55. May 1945
  56. True Hunger
  57. Shadows and Burrs
  58. Keeper of the Flame
  59. The Barrel
  60. Hangman’s Coming
  61. Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
  62. August 1945
  63. The Monastery
  64. Angels of the River
  65. I Had a Lover
  66. September 1945
  67. Trade Secrets
  68. Home
  69. Minor Mine
  70. Our Greatest Weapon
  71. Bra Som Guld
  72. Erik
  73. A Bit of an All Right
  74. Jacques’ Trap
  75. Still a Sort of Fisherman
  76. Guarding the Perimeter
  77. October 1945
  78. Juicy Fruit
  79. The Way He Wrote It
  80. June 1947
  81. All Here
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. In Tribute
  84. In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by Suanne Laqueur

“Take us by Tre Fiskar,” Astrid said, so they tied up at the dock on Grennell Island and took O’Hara to see the two family cottages. They stayed together, not pairing up in any deliberate fashion, until they reached the campsite on Tre-O. Astrid stood with her hands on her hips, her face far away while Minor explained the institution of fiskfika and the gatherings that had taken place here. O’Hara listened politely, then started kicking along the rocky shore, picking up flat stones and skimming them along the water’s surface. He had a good arm and a natural, athletic ease. Minor picked up rocks, too, but his dominant arm could no longer throw or skim. He piled them into little cairns instead.

“I’d like to see the house now,” Astrid said to Kennet, as though he were a realtor and she had an appointment. He hesitated, tilting his head questioningly toward the two men, but Astrid turned on her heel and started on the path toward the cottage.

“Mine, I’m just going to see the house a minute,” Kennet called.

“Sure,” Minor said, weirdly engrossed with his stones. Boyd had moved further on down the shore, almost out of sight, as if he couldn’t get far enough from present company.

This was a bad idea, Kennet thought.

When he reached the cottage, Astrid stood on the small porch, her forehead and fists pressed to the door, beseeching the place. Her shoulders rose and fell rapidly. She’d run here so fast, she was winded. Or else she was crying.

“Asta,” he said.

“I’ve wanted to come back here,” she said, sobbing. “Every day since I got to Clayton. I didn’t know who to ask to bring me out. I didn’t want to explain why. I guess I could have asked Major, but…” She dissolved again into tears, her clenched fingers tightening. “I wanted to come back here. It’s all I wanted. All these years.”

“I know. Me, too.”

She turned around and roughly ran her wrist across her face. “Did you come here?” she asked. “After I left? Ever?”

“Once,” he said. “The day I found out you were married. I came and smashed a few things.”

“You must’ve thought me the weakest woman on the face of the earth.”

“I figured you didn’t think much of my strength, either.”

“What do you mean?”

“I let you go.”

“I let you let me go.”

He wasn’t quite sure why he did what he did next. Perhaps some deeper wisdom realized this self-incriminating exchange was glossing over the real matter. He found himself coming up the last step, sinking to his knees at her feet and putting his hands on her stomach.

“You lost the baby,” he said. “It was ours, wasn’t it?”

“Yes.”