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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Family Tree
  4. Part One: The Fisherman in Love
  5. July 1941
  6. To Look at Her with Intention
  7. A Swell Dame
  8. The Harvey Girls
  9. A Match to the Side
  10. Like a Gentleman
  11. Needly in the Water
  12. South American Way
  13. Illegal in Summertime
  14. Aix-les-Bains
  15. Kind Lady Lives Here
  16. The World Wasn’t Enough
  17. Pass the Salt
  18. Fiskare
  19. Fiskfika
  20. A Small Hotel
  21. What Are Uncles For?
  22. A Flair For the Dramatic
  23. A Better Man For It
  24. The Bender
  25. November 1944
  26. A Damn to Give
  27. Emil’s One
  28. Horse’s Neck
  29. Good Enough
  30. Part Two: The Fisherman at War
  31. December 1944
  32. Captain Who?
  33. I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
  34. Civilian Terror
  35. The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
  36. Holy Schmitt
  37. Grand and Casual
  38. Extraordinary Soldiers
  39. January 1945
  40. To Kill For Friends
  41. Say His Name
  42. Strong Letter to Follow
  43. Now
  44. Goose Egg
  45. Close as Any Man and Woman
  46. Something to Someone
  47. February-April 1945
  48. Nothing For It
  49. Hungry
  50. A Different Breed of Brothers
  51. Everything a Father Could
  52. The Resurrection and the Life
  53. Fish Hook
  54. Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
  55. May 1945
  56. True Hunger
  57. Shadows and Burrs
  58. Keeper of the Flame
  59. The Barrel
  60. Hangman’s Coming
  61. Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
  62. August 1945
  63. The Monastery
  64. Angels of the River
  65. I Had a Lover
  66. September 1945
  67. Trade Secrets
  68. Home
  69. Minor Mine
  70. Our Greatest Weapon
  71. Bra Som Guld
  72. Erik
  73. A Bit of an All Right
  74. Jacques’ Trap
  75. Still a Sort of Fisherman
  76. Guarding the Perimeter
  77. October 1945
  78. Juicy Fruit
  79. The Way He Wrote It
  80. June 1947
  81. All Here
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. In Tribute
  84. In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by Suanne Laqueur

“I shouldn’t have kept it,” he said. “It was all right for Fisha to have. He could use them, he deserved them. I should’ve put this back in the pile. Put it back with its fellows. That bin of gold teeth was a monument. Or like the famous Egyptian tomb that was opened back in the twenties, all full of treasure untouched but now men were digging through it and taking ownership. All the treasure stripped away from those camp prisoners, it belongs together. I should’ve left this tooth in peace, but I know why I took it. Because I wanted to be like you.”

He took his father’s hand and had him feel where a bit of shrapnel made a lump in Kennet’s earlobe. “Just like your leg. But I wanted gold. Like yours.”

Emil patted Kennet’s ear. Then he clasped his fingers on the table top and looked at the tooth a long time. “Here’s how I see it,” he finally said. “You took this tooth. You stole it. It wasn’t right, but now you have it and it troubles you. I could tell you to throw it in the river, sacrifice it to Old Nick, but somehow I don’t think it’ll be enough. You’ll still feel its memory in your pocket. So you need to turn its meaning around. You’re thinking it’s a constant reminder of bad things you did in the past. I say, it needs to be a reminder of what to do in the future.”

“What do I do?”

“Good things,” Emil said. “That’s all. Do good things. You can’t just have gold in your pocket and expect it makes you good. You need to be the gold. Be golden. Do golden things. Simple, kind, decent things that make the world better.”

With a fingertip, he delicately slid the tooth back toward Kennet. “Keep this in your pocket and when you’re faced with a tough choice, rub it in your fingers and ask, ‘What’s the golden thing to do?’ All right?”

“All right.”

Emil reached behind and unclasped the square-linked chain around his neck. “I’ve been waiting for the right moment to do this. Seems the moment is here.” He slipped off one of the gold fish and slid it aside. “This is Major’s and was only on loan. The rest, however…” He held out each end of the chain, now with just the one fish and the St. Birgitta medal. His hands reached toward Kennet. “Come here.”

“Paps, no. It’s yours.”

“It was mine and it served its purpose. The war is over and I’m giving it to you. Don’t argue with your old man. Give me your goddamn head.”

Kennet leaned, feeling rather like a man about to knighted. The chain was clasped around his neck. It was still warm from Emil’s skin.