Back A Season for Second Chances
Chapters (95)
  1. Cover
  2. Also by Jenny Bayliss
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Chapter 56
  60. Chapter 57
  61. Chapter 58
  62. Chapter 59
  63. Chapter 60
  64. Chapter 61
  65. Chapter 62
  66. Chapter 63
  67. Chapter 64
  68. Chapter 65
  69. Chapter 66
  70. Chapter 67
  71. Chapter 68
  72. Chapter 69
  73. Chapter 70
  74. Chapter 71
  75. Chapter 72
  76. Chapter 73
  77. Chapter 74
  78. Chapter 75
  79. Chapter 76
  80. Chapter 77
  81. Chapter 78
  82. Chapter 79
  83. Chapter 80
  84. Chapter 81
  85. Chapter 82
  86. Chapter 83
  87. Chapter 84
  88. Chapter 85
  89. Chapter 86
  90. Chapter 87
  91. Epilogue
  92. Acknowledgments
  93. Discussion Guide
  94. About the Author
  95. What’s next onyour reading list?

“I don’t remember you being all that worried,” he said quietly, just close enough to her ear for her to feel his breath on her neck.

Annie quickly picked up another black shiny paper envelope and began to sift through the photographs. Pictures of them kissing; blurry selfies, in the days before mobile phones, when you clicked and hoped for the best.

“I’ll never forget that night,” whispered Max, taking the pictures from her and letting them drop to the floor, his voice low and loaded with determination, and Annie was suddenly too tired to resist the inevitable.

Fuck it! she thought. It’s only sex, it doesn’t mean anything. She needed to feel something other than sad today. And then they were kissing; not in photographs but on her sofa, in the sitting room of Saltwater Nook—desperate kisses among the evidence of their shared lives, their former selves frozen in time, staring out through sepia tones. Annie wriggled out of her jeans, and Max pulled his top off; she arched her body toward his. The heat of his hands on her skin, his fingers remembering her secrets, their bodies melding easily together in collaborative muscle memory.

“I love you, Annie,” Max whispered as he expertly undid her bra with one hand. “Say you’ll come back to me. Say you love me too.”

His words pulled her up short. Annie’s brain reemerged from the thick fog of nostalgia and her ache for physical contact. What am I doing? she screamed at herself. What the fuck am I doing? There was no such thing as just a shag when Max was on a mission.

“Stop,” said Annie, trying to wriggle out from Max’s tentacle-like embrace. The fire running through her veins turned to ice. She felt sick, angry at herself for being so stupid.

“Don’t fight it, Annie,” Max whispered, pushing her further down onto the sofa.

She was suffocating beneath his kisses; his body on hers felt like a concrete blanket and she fought against him.

“I mean it!” said Annie. With limbs flailing, like a beetle on its back, she extricated herself from beneath Max and pulled herself up to standing. “This isn’t going to happen.”

She pulled her jeans back on and threw his top at him.

“Annie, baby, come on. You know you want this as much as I do.”

Annie was struggling with her hands behind her back, trying to refasten her bra. She gave up and stood, slightly breathless, with her hands on her hips, at once exhilarated and disgusted but entirely certain that she was doing the right thing.

“I want a divorce,” she said. “And I want you to buy me out of the restaurant and I want my half of the Pomegranate Seed building and the house. And I want you to unlock our joint account right bloody now! I’m entitled to it and I want it. This was a mistake.”