Chapters (95)
- Cover
- Also by Jenny Bayliss
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- Discussion Guide
- About the Author
- What’s next onyour reading list?
“I don’t remember you being all that worried,” he said quietly, just close enough to her ear for her to feel his breath on her neck.
Annie quickly picked up another black shiny paper envelope and began to sift through the photographs. Pictures of them kissing; blurry selfies, in the days before mobile phones, when you clicked and hoped for the best.
“I’ll never forget that night,” whispered Max, taking the pictures from her and letting them drop to the floor, his voice low and loaded with determination, and Annie was suddenly too tired to resist the inevitable.
Fuck it! she thought. It’s only sex, it doesn’t mean anything. She needed to feel something other than sad today. And then they were kissing; not in photographs but on her sofa, in the sitting room of Saltwater Nook—desperate kisses among the evidence of their shared lives, their former selves frozen in time, staring out through sepia tones. Annie wriggled out of her jeans, and Max pulled his top off; she arched her body toward his. The heat of his hands on her skin, his fingers remembering her secrets, their bodies melding easily together in collaborative muscle memory.
“I love you, Annie,” Max whispered as he expertly undid her bra with one hand. “Say you’ll come back to me. Say you love me too.”
His words pulled her up short. Annie’s brain reemerged from the thick fog of nostalgia and her ache for physical contact. What am I doing? she screamed at herself. What the fuck am I doing? There was no such thing as just a shag when Max was on a mission.
“Stop,” said Annie, trying to wriggle out from Max’s tentacle-like embrace. The fire running through her veins turned to ice. She felt sick, angry at herself for being so stupid.
“Don’t fight it, Annie,” Max whispered, pushing her further down onto the sofa.
She was suffocating beneath his kisses; his body on hers felt like a concrete blanket and she fought against him.
“I mean it!” said Annie. With limbs flailing, like a beetle on its back, she extricated herself from beneath Max and pulled herself up to standing. “This isn’t going to happen.”
She pulled her jeans back on and threw his top at him.
“Annie, baby, come on. You know you want this as much as I do.”
Annie was struggling with her hands behind her back, trying to refasten her bra. She gave up and stood, slightly breathless, with her hands on her hips, at once exhilarated and disgusted but entirely certain that she was doing the right thing.
“I want a divorce,” she said. “And I want you to buy me out of the restaurant and I want my half of the Pomegranate Seed building and the house. And I want you to unlock our joint account right bloody now! I’m entitled to it and I want it. This was a mistake.”