Chapters (95)
- Cover
- Also by Jenny Bayliss
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- Discussion Guide
- About the Author
- What’s next onyour reading list?
Annie spent some time sitting on the beach, throwing pebbles into the surf and enjoying the satisfying plop sound as they disappeared beneath the waves. The sky was a pale gray cashmere; the weather seemed less antagonistic today, which suited Annie’s reflective mood. Her parents had been so proud when she’d qualified as a chef; they’d worried that getting pregnant would ruin her chances of a career, and had it not been for their steadfast support, it might have. Annie wished they could see her now; she wondered what they would make of her life. Though she was sure they would support her decisions. There didn’t seem to be a cutoff point for missing one’s parents. Were they watching over her? She liked to think so. On days like these, it was easy to believe that they were.
Her calm reverie was shattered by a voice calling her name across the deserted stretch of beach.
“I know today is always a hard one for you,” said Max, following her through the gate.
“Yes, well. It is what it is,” said Annie.
“I thought you might like some company.”
“Not really,” said Annie. “But thank you for thinking of me.”
“I found some old photograph albums. I thought we could go through them together. Maybe sort out how to split them. You can have first dibs.” He smiled uncertainly at her.
Annie sighed exaggeratedly. “Would you like a cup of tea?” she asked. She didn’t have the energy to fight him today.
And so it was that Annie and Max spent the rest of Sunday afternoon flicking through old photographs and—to Annie’s surprise—laughing over shared memories.
The last of the daylight evaporated and lamps were switched on. In among the holiday snaps and obligatory baby-bath-time photographs were pictures of her parents: smiling in their garden, playing with the boys, out at restaurants to celebrate various wedding anniversaries . . . The years rolled back through the yellowing edges of the albums, and soon they were looking at grainy photographs taken on disposable cameras, of Annie showing off a gigantic baby bump while Max pointed at it grinning, Annie and Max pre–baby bump, down the pub, in the park, at the prom.
“God, you looked hot in that prom dress,” said Max.
“It was practically sprayed on.” Annie laughed. “I didn’t think my dad was going to let me leave the house!”
“Whose house did we go to for the after-party?”
“Mandy Shaw’s.”
“Mandy Shaw! Crikey, I wander whatever happened to her?”
“She’s a head teacher in Milton Keynes.”
“Blimey. Do you remember the spare room? Under the coats?”
“Worrying that any moment someone would come in and catch us,” said Annie.
Max’s laugh was soft and low; Annie felt the danger but pushed it aside.