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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Acknowledgements
  48. About the Authors
  49. Also by Rosie Goodwin
  50. Welcome to the world of Rosie Goodwin!
  51. Letter from Author
  52. Meat and Potato Pie
  53. The Precious Stones series
  54. The Days of the Week Collection
  55. Mothering Sunday
  56. Victorian Tales from Memory Lane
  57. Memory Lane Club

Before their wedding he’d soon discovered that her beauty was pretty much all there was to her. She enjoyed being admired, pampered and kissed but that was as far as it went. In the early days of their marriage, he’d convinced himself that things would improve with time, but they hadn’t and it was this that had made him seek his pleasures elsewhere. Not that this was any excuse for the way he had treated Amber Ainsley. Time and time again he wished he could go back and undo the wrong he had done her – the day he had seen her gipping herrings on that cold quayside he had felt like the lowest of the low. He cringed when he remembered the scorn in her eyes when she looked at him, and the worst of it was that he really couldn’t blame her.

Bringing his thoughts sharply back to the infant in his arms, he stared down at him. He was the double of himself, with fair downy hair and blue eyes, whereas the girl’s hair was a darker blonde and already her eyes seemed to be changing colour and he suspected that they would be dark.

‘You’d never believe these two came from the same womb, let alone that they were twins, would you?’ the nanny remarked as she took the full, contented girl from the wet nurse’s arms. The boy was tiny and quite scrawny whereas the girl was plump with long silky eyelashes that rested on her chubby cheeks as she contentedly blew milk bubbles.

‘I just wish he was as fond of his milk as she is,’ the woman went on as she sat the little girl on her lap and began to tap her back to wind her. ‘This little madam would suckle till the cows came home if you let her, whereas his lordship here has to be encouraged to take every ounce. And already they’re different in nature an’ all. She’s a sweet, contented little soul whereas he cries a lot – not that he ain’t a bonny little thing,’ she added hurriedly when Barnaby raised his eyebrow. Standing up, he gently laid the boy into one of the cribs that stood on either side of the fire and then took the girl and held her against his chest. She really was the sweetest, prettiest baby he had ever seen, and once again a feeling of love surged through him. It was just as well, he thought wryly. Because his wife had made it more than plain that there would be no love forthcoming from her again.

‘Have you thought of any names for them?’ the nanny asked.

Barnaby shook his head. ‘I don’t think Louisa has been well enough to give it much thought yet,’ he admitted.

‘Hm, I heard she had a really bad time of it at the birth.’