Chapters (57)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Acknowledgements
- About the Authors
- Also by Rosie Goodwin
- Welcome to the world of Rosie Goodwin!
- Letter from Author
- Meat and Potato Pie
- The Precious Stones series
- The Days of the Week Collection
- Mothering Sunday
- Victorian Tales from Memory Lane
- Memory Lane Club
‘Isla, that’s one of the girls I’m working with, said it would help if I soaked ’em in the urine in me chamber pot,’ Amber said weakly, although the thought of doing anything so disgusting didn’t appeal to her at all. ‘It hardens ’em up, apparently. They’ve gone soft cos I ain’t been workin’ fer awhile.’
‘Well, I don’t think you should go back tomorrow,’ her mother muttered as she gently bathed her hands.
‘They’ll be gone within a couple o’ weeks. Anyway, there ain’t so many herrin’s bein’ caught now so the girls will be movin’ on. I might as well try an’ stick it out for that long at least.’
‘An’ then what do you intend to do?’ Her mother raised an eyebrow. ‘I hope you ain’t thinkin’ o’ goin’ with ’em?’
‘I ain’t decided yet.’ Amber snuggled further down into the blanket and by the time her mother had tipped away the dirty water she had already fallen into an exhausted sleep.
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Thirteen
Amber had been working with the herring girls for almost a week. It was a cold, drizzly late September day with a biting wind blowing in off the sea. Despite all her mother’s pleas to end the job, Amber had struggled on, although that morning, she had been secretly relieved to hear that the girls would be moving on the following week. Both Isla and Bridget had asked her to move on with them but as much as she had enjoyed their company she wasn’t so sure this was a life she would want to live for very long.
Every night when she got back to the cottage in Argument’s Yard, she would find her top drenched in milk and she was still bleeding heavily, but at least while she was busy, she didn’t have time to think of the child she had given away. And she flatly refused to talk to her mother about it. It was only at night when she lay in bed listening to the wind in the rafters of the cottage that she allowed her tears to fall. Her biggest regret now was not allowing herself to see the baby, and she constantly wondered what she looked like. Did she favour Barnaby Greenwood with his blue eyes and fair hair, or did she look like herself with strawberry-blonde hair and tawny eyes? She would never know now but deep down the sensible side of her told her that it was perhaps for the best.