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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Acknowledgements
  48. About the Authors
  49. Also by Rosie Goodwin
  50. Welcome to the world of Rosie Goodwin!
  51. Letter from Author
  52. Meat and Potato Pie
  53. The Precious Stones series
  54. The Days of the Week Collection
  55. Mothering Sunday
  56. Victorian Tales from Memory Lane
  57. Memory Lane Club

Hurt showed in her eyes before she nodded and said quietly, ‘Of course it is. I ain’t never laid wi’ no one else, you know that.’

She was disappointed at his reaction but then she supposed she should have known that it would come as a terrible shock.

He moaned deep in his throat and began to pace up and down, kicking up the loose straw that lay about the floor, causing a storm of dust to rise into the air.

Hurrying to him she took his large hands in her rough, calloused ones. ‘Look, this won’t be so bad,’ she told him urgently. ‘You allus said we’d be together one day. Happen this can just make things come about sooner than we’d thought.’

Something about his stiff stance disturbed her and she felt the first stirrings of panic. Surely he wouldn’t turn his back on her when they meant so much to each other, especially now he knew that she was carrying his child?

Barnaby, meanwhile, was shaking his head as he struggled to come to terms with what she had told him. He turned away, running his hand distractedly through his thick thatch of hair, and when he turned back to her the look on his face made her heart skip a beat.

‘I-I know what I promised,’ he said. ‘But the thing is . . . something has happened and I can’t leave Louisa.’

Amber recoiled as if she had been slapped in the face. ‘What do you mean? Of course you can, we’re going to have a baby . . .’

He shook his head regretfully and she watched him fumble in the pocket of his smart trousers before handing her a shining gold sovereign. It seemed to burn into her skin as she stared down at it.

‘I’m so sorry, Amber,’ he told her in a choked voice. ‘But I think it might be better if you got rid of it. There’s a woman on the outskirts of the town, I believe, who helps women in your position.’

In that moment all her hopes and dreams turned to ashes and tears sprang to her eyes. She knew immediately who he was speaking of: Lil Bentley was an old lady who the townsfolk said was a witch. She had helped many young women out of the plight Amber found herself in but some of them had ended up in an early grave because of it, and Amber knew that she would never do as he asked, although she wasn’t quite brave enough to tell him so.

‘So you never meant any of what you said?’ she whispered dully as she felt her heart break. ‘You just used me!’

‘No, no, I do care about you, really I do but . . .’ He spread his hands. How could he make her understand what he had to lose?

She backed away from him as if she was suddenly seeing him for the first time.