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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Acknowledgements
  48. About the Authors
  49. Also by Rosie Goodwin
  50. Welcome to the world of Rosie Goodwin!
  51. Letter from Author
  52. Meat and Potato Pie
  53. The Precious Stones series
  54. The Days of the Week Collection
  55. Mothering Sunday
  56. Victorian Tales from Memory Lane
  57. Memory Lane Club

‘I’ll . . . go and get changed then.’ Amber felt as if she had a lump the size of a house brick in her throat and she had the sensation of choking as she fled into her old room, holding back a sob. It was the first time Charlotte had smiled – really smiled – since they’d left and Amber’s heart felt as if it was breaking. The child had never smiled at her like that.

Half an hour later she presented herself back in the nursery. She had washed and changed and fixed her hair into a neat bun but there was nothing she could do about the state of her work-worn hands. Only time would heal them.

The door opened and Barnaby’s mother-in-law appeared to stare disdainfully at Amber. ‘Ah, the servants said you were back.’ She turned her attention to Barnaby and told him, ‘Don’t you think you should go and spend some time with your wife? She isn’t long for this life, as you well know.’

Amber was aware that she barely glanced at Charlotte, and she wondered if Margaret Hamilton-Tate knew the child wasn’t even her blood relation. Or perhaps she sensed it and that was why she showed no interest in her?

Barnaby was well aware that Louisa really didn’t care if he was there or not. She was in so much pain now that she was only semi-conscious for much of the time. Over the last few days, she had seen everyone she wished to see, the reverend and her solicitor and now it felt as if they were all just waiting for the inevitable end. Even so he nodded and reluctantly passed Charlotte back to Amber, saying, ‘I’ll send Becky back up.’

Amber nodded and once he’d left the room, she set about bathing and changing Charlotte. The child seemed happy to be back in familiar surroundings and as the day wore on, she became more alert and much more her cheerful little self.

In the afternoon, Amber and Becky took her out into the garden and after laying a blanket on the grass they let her roll about in the sunshine.

‘It’s good to ’ave you back; I missed you both,’ Becky said with sincerity and Amber smiled. Her plans to have Charlotte all to herself and live independently had gone seriously awry but at least she could still care for her, which meant the world.

*

Throughout the day Louisa deteriorated and as evening drew in, her mother retired leaving strict instructions with Mrs Ruffin to fetch her should her daughter get any worse.