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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Acknowledgements
  48. About the Authors
  49. Also by Rosie Goodwin
  50. Welcome to the world of Rosie Goodwin!
  51. Letter from Author
  52. Meat and Potato Pie
  53. The Precious Stones series
  54. The Days of the Week Collection
  55. Mothering Sunday
  56. Victorian Tales from Memory Lane
  57. Memory Lane Club

The man shrugged. ‘Rumour has it that that young Bertie Preston an’ his cronies had a hand in it,’ the sailor said in a whisper. ‘The coppers are lookin’ fer ’em now but they’ve all gone to ground, the buggers! There’s been a few shop break-ins durin’ the last few weeks an’ Bertie an’ his gang have been in the frame every time but they ain’t managed to pin owt on ’em as yet. But anyway, I’d best get on, I don’t want to miss me ship sailin’. Ta-ra.’

The man went on his way and Barnaby walked his horse on to the market square. It was certainly turning out to be an eventful day one way or another.

*

Back at the house Mrs Ruffin was tending to Louisa who was now so weak that she was reliant on her maid for everything.

‘That’s it, my love. Just raise yourself a tiny bit more,’ she encouraged as she slid a clean nightdress over Louisa’s head. She had just gently washed her from head to toe, as she did each morning, but it seemed that no amount of washing could erase the smell of death that hung in the air now. ‘I’m sure your mother will be in to read to you soon, you’ll like that, won’t you?’

As she laid the young woman back on the lace-trimmed pillows, Louisa caught her arm. She was burning hot and her eyes were feverishly bright as she clutched at her swollen stomach with her other hand. ‘Yes, yes, I will, but before she comes in I need to speak to you, Ruffy. I . . . I know that I haven’t got long left,’ she said. ‘And truthfully, I shall welcome death; the pain is just so awful, even the medicine isn’t helping for long.’

‘That’s quite enough of that silly talk, my girl,’ Ruffy scolded. ‘Somehow we’re going to get you well.’

Louisa shook her head. ‘No, my dear Ruffy, you know that isn’t true . . . and so if you truly love me as you say you do, will you do something for me?’

‘Of course . . . anything, you should know that.’ The lump in Mrs Ruffin’s throat was so large that it was threatening to choke her. ‘What is it you want, just name it.’

‘I want . . .’ Every word was an effort now. ‘I want you to end it for me.’

‘What!’ Mrs Ruffin was so horrified that she snatched her arm away.

‘I wouldn’t ask if there was any chance of me getting better,’ Louisa told her. ‘But all I have left to look forward to is pain for however long I have left and you could end that pain for me.’