Back A Season for Hope
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Acknowledgements
  48. About the Authors
  49. Also by Rosie Goodwin
  50. Welcome to the world of Rosie Goodwin!
  51. Letter from Author
  52. Meat and Potato Pie
  53. The Precious Stones series
  54. The Days of the Week Collection
  55. Mothering Sunday
  56. Victorian Tales from Memory Lane
  57. Memory Lane Club

As she busily swept and mopped, she constantly kept going to the loft hatch to check on Charlotte, who was grizzling again now. She felt torn in two. Half of her wanted to get downstairs to her baby but the other half knew that the loft had to be cleaned to make it anywhere near habitable.

‘I shall need some clean straw for the mattress,’ she informed Mrs Barstow when she came down to fill the bucket with clean water for the third time. By then she was filthy, her hair was full of dust and cobwebs and her hands, which were unused to manual work now, were red and sore.

‘So fetch some from the barn,’ Mrs Barstow said unhelpfully. ‘I ain’t took you on to work fer you!’

After three trips to the barn, Amber had managed to restuff the mattress with clean straw, although she had a horrible feeling it wasn’t going to be any too comfortable to sleep on. Still, she consoled herself, at least it was clean. Every time she appeared, Charlotte cried harder to be picked up and it was breaking Amber’s heart but there was nothing she could do about it.

By mid-morning she had made the loft as clean as she could and after carrying the cleaning things back down the stairs she told her new mistress, ‘I need to give Charlotte some pobs now. Could you tell me where to find the bread and milk?’

The old woman was still sitting in the same place and she waved an arm towards a bucket on the draining board. ‘You’ll find fresh milk in there. The old man brings us a fresh bucketful in every mornin’. Bread’s in the pantry but you’ll need to bake a fresh batch this afternoon. It’s time yer were thinkin’ o’ gettin’ the dinner on an’ all. There’s a shin o’ beef and plenty o’ fresh vegetables so yer can make a stew. I take it yer can cook?’

‘I can as long as yer don’t expect anythin’ fancy,’ Amber retorted as she heated up some milk in a pan on the range cooker. That too needed a good scrub and the wooden draining board next to the deep stone sink was piled high with dirty pots and pans. Once she’d made the baby’s meal, she tried to feed her, but Charlotte slapped the food away every time she offered her a spoonful. Her little eyes were red from crying and Amber felt like crying too as she thought of the cosy nursery back at Greenacres. But it was too late for regrets now. She was just going to have to make the best of things and hope that Charlotte got used to her new way of life.