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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Acknowledgements
  48. About the Authors
  49. Also by Rosie Goodwin
  50. Welcome to the world of Rosie Goodwin!
  51. Letter from Author
  52. Meat and Potato Pie
  53. The Precious Stones series
  54. The Days of the Week Collection
  55. Mothering Sunday
  56. Victorian Tales from Memory Lane
  57. Memory Lane Club

‘It’s David. I’ve sent for the doctor.’ Barnaby’s eyes never left his son’s face and crossing to him Margaret took his wrist and felt for a pulse.

‘Hm, well I’m afraid there is nothing he will be able to do,’ she said quietly. ‘This child is dead. Has been for a few hours, I should say. He’s stone cold.’ Turning to Amber, she demanded, ‘Where were you?’

‘I-I was right there in the next room and I always leave the door open. I didn’t hear a thing after he woke once in the night. He seemed perfectly all right when I left him.’

‘But he clearly wasn’t,’ the woman snapped disparagingly and Amber felt tears of regret start to her eyes. Was this her fault? she wondered. Why hadn’t she noticed that something was seriously wrong?

The doctor arrived within half an hour and it was all he could do to prise the child from his father’s arms. Barnaby hadn’t said a single word since he’d told Margaret that he’d sent for the doctor and it was clear that he was deeply in shock.

‘It looks like his little heart gave out,’ the doctor said when he had gently examined the little boy. ‘I’m so sorry, Barnaby, but to be honest I’m surprised he lived as long as he did.’

‘Is it my fault?’ Amber asked in a small voice as tears rolled down her cheeks.

The doctor shook his head. ‘Absolutely not, lass. This could have happened at any time.’

This at least made her feel a little better but only marginally.

The doctor laid David back in his crib and gently pulled a blanket over his ashen little face. ‘I’ll call in to the undertaker’s on my way home and get him to fetch him.’

‘No!’ Barnaby’s head snapped up. ‘He can lie here in the drawing room until the funeral.’

‘Very well, in that case the undertaker can come and measure him for a coffin.’ The doctor laid his hand on Barnaby’s arm. ‘I’m so sorry,’ he said once more and with a shake of his head he lifted his bag and left.

Barnaby sat staring into space, lost in his grief, until Charlotte’s disgruntled whimpers turned to angry wails and it seemed to snap him out of his spell.

‘I think she wants feeding,’ he said quietly and rising, he left the room.

*

The day of David’s funeral dawned exactly one week later and as the horse-drawn hearse drew up outside, Amber and Becky watched from the window of the nursery with tears rolling down their cheeks. Two men dressed in black tail-coats and wearing tall silk top hats bore his tiny coffin from the house and gently placed it inside the hearse.