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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Acknowledgements
  48. About the Authors
  49. Also by Rosie Goodwin
  50. Welcome to the world of Rosie Goodwin!
  51. Letter from Author
  52. Meat and Potato Pie
  53. The Precious Stones series
  54. The Days of the Week Collection
  55. Mothering Sunday
  56. Victorian Tales from Memory Lane
  57. Memory Lane Club

The doctor had shaken his head. ‘Your wife is of a very delicate constitution and she informed me that she never wanted the babies in the first place. She seems to resent you for that and blame you for what is happening to her now.’

‘I’m quite aware of that, sir.’ Barnaby had strode to the window with his hands clasped behind his back feeling helpless. ‘Do you think it would help if I insisted she got up?’

‘I fear that would do more harm than good. Believe me, I have seen this happen to women of a certain class more times than I care to remember. Some women have no inclination to become a mother and I’m afraid, from what I have gathered, your wife is one of them. All you can do now is gently persuade her to get up when she feels able to, although I fear she will never again be as she was. And I suppose I don’t have to remind you that another pregnancy could well be disastrous for her, do I? I’m sorry I can’t give you more positive news.’

Once the doctor had left, Barnaby had made his way up to the nursery on legs that felt like lead. He had found the nanny tidying the nursery whilst the babies slept in their cribs and as he gazed down on them he felt infinitely sad. He had imagined that their birth would bring him and Louisa together again, but all it had done was drive them further apart and he was wondering if he was paying now for his wickedness in the past.

Charlotte was continuing to thrive, but the same couldn’t be said for David. Despite the wet nurse’s best efforts, he was still a puny, sickly child who spent the majority of his time whining, whilst Charlotte was plump with a ready smile for anyone who paid her attention. She already recognised her father and would reach up her chubby arms to him and gurgle with delight each time he leant over her crib. He never tired of being with her or her brother, which he supposed was just as well seeing as their mother had no time for them. Every day the nanny would go to Louisa’s room to ask if she would like to see them and every day the answer was always the same – she was too tired.

And so it was that on Christmas Day Barnaby made his way up to the nursery to see his children. ‘Any problems, Nanny?’ he asked.

The woman shook her head and smiled. ‘Not with Miss Charlotte, sir. But I’m afraid I’m still gravely concerned about Master David. I’ve asked the doctor to call in again to check him over the day after tomorrow. I hope that meets with your approval? Oh, and a Merry Christmas, sir.’