Chapters (76)
- Cover
- Praise forMATTHEW HARFFY
- BY MATTHEW HARFFY
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Maps
- Epigraph
- Contents
- Place Names
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- An Invitation from the Publisher
Looking up, I squinted into the bright sunshine. The rain had stopped, the storm fleeing as quickly as it had appeared. The sun lanced down now in great beams from between the dark clouds. I searched the sky for a rainbow, a promise from God of better things to come, but I saw none.
“Hunlaf?” the voice said again.
I peered up at the shadowed face. A hand reached for me. After a moment’s hesitation, I grasped it and allowed Gwawrddur to pull me to my feet.
I had not moved from Wistan’s side and I looked about now as if awakening from a dream. My ribs and stomach ached from the Norseman’s knife blows. I half-expected to see Eafa still staring down at his son’s corpse, but he had gone. Further up the beach, I spied him with several other villagers heaving bodies into a great pile of the dead.
Gwawrddur followed my gaze and nodded.
“Eafa it seems has found a taste for slaying.” He glanced down at Wistan and sighed. “Perhaps revenge is all that is left for a father whose son is killed.”
I looked down at Wistan’s pale face. He had been a good man, brave and true. I had convinced myself that God had chosen me to defend the minster at Werceworthe, that it was the Lord who fanned the fire of anger within me, making me a formidable adversary. But surely it was not the work of the Almighty that I should believe myself above other men. That I should strut about proudly with disregard for the very people I sought to protect. I should have been a friend to Wistan, instead I had betrayed him. And now he was dead.
Gwawrddur must have seen some of my thoughts in the bleak expression on my face.
“You cannot take the blame for all that happens in this world, Killer,” he said. I scowled at the use of that name, turning angrily to face the Welshman. Dark mud and drying blood streaked his cheeks and forehead. “Each man can only be responsible for his own actions.”
“That is what I am afraid of,” I said, the anger ebbing from me as quickly as it had come. I was horrified to see what I had become. I understood then, all at once in a rush of clarity, how I had acted over the previous months. Gwawrddur had tried to warn me.
He placed a hand on my shoulder.
“You think you have done wrong,” he said. It was not a question, but I nodded. He sniffed. “So do better next time. It is all any man can do.”