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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

“Yes,” she’d seen hair where his trousers had been torn by barbed wire. She saw the scratch marks on his skin. Their scandalous whispers grew enthralled by fear. Outside were dogs. Catherine’s lies and Sara’s imagination kept them hallucinating tiredly while they grew acquainted with Matti Bonner, the first real person they’d known to die. They grew to like their fear of this man as night fell. He had been such a man that if you looked away you would not remember him. He was a small house with poor walls, a name, a Catholic yard, a white bleating goat, a way of walking, a way of talking with bothered outbursts, a bachelor with a missing digit on the right hand. Someone they could look down upon. Now he was an immense frightening figure in a state of eerie erection whose pathetic dog, night after night, whinged on the step of his house.

One night, the girls not only saw lights in Matti Bonner’s house, but furniture being hurled through the windows. The dog was frantic. Then, there was the sudden discharge of a shotgun, a terrifying shriek from Reilly, another shot and then silence. The countryside at last went quiet. The torment of his soul had suddenly ended.

The next day Jonathan Adams said: “That’s it. Tonight, Catherine, go back to your own room.”

“Daddy, I’m afeared.”

“And what’s there to be afeared of?”

“Matti Bonner.”

“Go long.”

“I am.”

“That’s enough out of ye, once is enough, Catherine, for me to tell ye. Matti is in heaven.”

“He’s in hell.”

“Stop it, Catherine. Tonight you’ll hike yourself back to your room.”

“But Daddy, he’ll folly me.”

“Foll-ow!” the Sergeant said correcting her.

“Follow,” said Catherine, “he’ll follow me.”

“There’s no one going to folly ye, daughter.” He took her by the hand and the two stepped briskly along. “Once you start that kinda talk, you’re asking for it. People should learn when young to be alone.”

So Catherine went back to her room and strangely enough Matti Bonner did not visit her that night. It was the ghost of the dog haunted her and Sara, till eventually the dog backed off, as a dog will in terror from the unknown. Reilly was forgotten. Matti’s house housed animals, his furniture sat in his nephew’s garage. The gap leading to the subconscious was filled in, and finally the land was sold to a Free Presbyterian from Tyrone who scoured the walls and the floors clean of all signs of Catholic possession and painted on the gable RIGHTEOUSNESS IS OF THE LORD.

Across the fields Matti Bonner now lay in consecrated ground.

But Catherine knew he was out there somewhere trying to get back in.