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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

A little while later they walked down the grey pier at Ballyglass which was full of scolding seagulls and silent fishermen. Hugh drove up in a blue Toyota.

The Blue Cormorant, a steel forty-footer, worked out of Killalla. Jack brought with him new sea gear, a number of notebooks which he wrapped in cellophane, a pair of boots he’d bought in Lavell’s and a pair of new, tough jeans.

The Blue Cormorant steamed out from Killalla with the grey, illegal multi-filament salmon nets stored in her hold. As they hauled the first net in beyond Achill Island a shark skidded by below the winch. A salmon that came up with the net was cut perfectly straight across the middle with one clean bite. The skipper ran to stern with his rifle, but the shark had gone.

“Fucking bastard,” he said.

Later that day a playful seal rose beside the shore buoy. The skipper shot it straight through the heart.

“Fucking seals,” he said.

“If you’re going to shoot seals,” said Jack, “you can count me out of this crew.”

“What are you,” roared the skipper, “some kind of environmentalist?”

“He’s right,” replied a Northerner, who was hauling alongside Jack, “we are out here to fish salmon, not to shoot seals.”

“I’ve got some fucking crew,” said Daley, the skipper. “By Jesus, have I got a crew.” He replaced the rifle. “Bastards,” he said. He drove forward at top revs. “Cunts.” He flew along the swirling sheets in a fury. “Fishermen, my arse!” he shouted, and turned in an arc by the buoy and cut the engine. They drifted there, as Hugh turned herrings on a pan, buttered bread and watched the pork chops swimming to and fro in a hot froth of cooking oil. At the wheel skipper Daley stood with his arms folded looking scornfully towards America.

It took over a fortnight before Jack could settle down on board. His hands had softened, the net bit into his palms and his dreams were not dreams at all. His sleep was not sleep. It was one long hallucinogenic recall of an undefinable city, where people harangued and jibed and whinged. Gurning. Then followed lowered voices you might hear from a house in mourning. A house of leaded lights and stained glass perched on the edge of reality, on a street somewhere beyond consciousness.

As he lay on his bunk waiting for sleep, a black-and-white roll call of images would light up on some psychic screen in his mind. Always at sea it began. Blame. Sorrow. Elation. Jack would remember her shoulder blades warm against him. The sweetness would be unbearable. Love smells. Woman smells. The small of her back. The two of them turning in their sleep so that they both faced the same way.