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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

Immediately, the woman in the seat to his left leaned over and said to Jack that she was on her way for a check-up at the hospital. The ticket collector was flirting with her in the window seat. He winked at Jack. He had a round whiskey face and small eyes. His tie was undone and his mouth was set in a tight bow of short temper. The ticket collector did not want his conversation with the woman interrupted. But as the woman talked away to Jack, the ticket collector became a ticket collector again. He dropped his drunken leer. Jack ordered more drink from the trolley boy.

“Whoopah!” cheered the woman, “you started it, you might as well finish it.”

And she ordered a drink for herself.

“The cure is wonderful,” Jack said.

Jack moved over and the trolley boy sat down. They began talking of rabbits.

“It’s rare that I meet someone employed by the railroad,” said Jack, thinking to himself, this lad must be a Taig like me. The conductor is not. The woman may be.

“Don’t mind that fucker,” said the trolley boy, “that just went through the door.” He spoke with a mild trace of self-consciousness, dropping to a whisper because of what they were speaking of.

“Don’t say anything,” he whispered.

“I better push on,” he said loudly and stood. He put a free bottle on the table in front of Jack. A girl student, with blond cropped hair, dropped into the seat beside him. He wondered could she smell the stale sweat from him. She took out a notebook, then a calculator. It struck Jack that there were three or four voices working away in his head simultaneously, though he had no wish to talk to anybody at all. Nor to listen. Stations sped by, Lough Neagh passed like another sea to the right. Time wound down the distance.

The ticket collector appeared again.

“Tickets!” he called. “Tickets! Tickets!”

He disappeared from view.

“I think,” said the woman to Jack, “that I know him to see.”

“I think he’s from Fitzroy,” another woman answered. “What’s wrong with you anyway?”

“It’s my ticker,” she explained.

The girl looked up from her book, then down again. Tiredness fell on him. His head bumped against the window. The white plastic cups rocked on the table. He heard the miniatures striking against each other on the returning trolley. The plates linking the carriage buckled. To people on trains this happens, he said to himself.