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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

I’ve found a red-brick two-storey house with a small garden. It’s in the east suburbs, off the Hollywood road. There are two bedrooms with fireplaces, and a sitting room with a huge blue-tiled fireplace and mantelpiece. The walls are a terrible pink, but we could get rid of that. There are beautiful leaded lights to the front of the house.

You can see Belfast Lough from where your study will be. Will I rent it?

I think I should. I know you’ll come. I can’t wait to see you. The only thing that frightens me is that this is strictly a Protestant area. But no one will know you are there – you’ll be safe. I’ll hide you away from everyone. Is it possible that we will be happy?

I’m opening in a show at the Guild Hall in Derry in a couple of weeks. It’s a big break for me. Get the Derry Express. Come to the show on the last night. We can travel back to Belfast together. I’ll have everything ready. A place for your books, a desk. You’ll be happy to know that I spied a well-stocked off-licence down the road.

I wake sometimes at night with an awful longing for you. And full of sordid imaginings that you might be with someone else. My carnal desires are dreadful and ludicrous.

I loved last summer. I can’t believe that soon we’ll be living together. And then we will be faithful to each other, for that’s the most important thing of all.

All my love,

Catherine

“Are you waiting on the bus?” an auld fellow asked as he plucked his hat.

“I am,” said Jack.

“I came across the eyes bitten out of a sheep,” he explained, “just this very morning.”

“Could be the golden eagle,” another suggested.

“The golden eagle?” the old man gasped, “Oh sacred! Do they get down this far?”

“Or it could be the mink,” the second speculated.

To their left Christian Brothers were belting golf balls along the sand dunes. From above came the high, unending call of a lark. Out of a bed-and-breakfast a group of mental patients streamed onto the street chaperoned by two female nurses who the night before had led them in song in a lounge bar. Now everyone was looking sheepishly at the ground. They climbed into a minibus and were spirited away. On the other side of the street the pensioners and Jack stepped on board the Ballina bus. One behind the other, the two buses travelled across West Mayo till they went their separate ways at the crossroads by the power station.