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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

The summer after she took her degree Catherine came down to the Mullet alone. She took a walk on the beach. Away in the distance she saw another windblown figure approaching her. The figure would stop, bend, go on again. For ages and ages they headed slowly towards each other. Eventually she saw it was a wild-looking man with a plastic refuse sack who was collecting timber from the wrack. At last they reached each other.

He was wearing a duffle-coat and no shirt.

“How are you!” she shouted.

“I’m alive, I think,” he yelled. “Where are you from?”

“Belfast.”

“Do they have wind up there?”

“Sometimes,” she shouted, taken aback.

“I’m sorry to hear that,” he yelled, “I thought there might be some place on this godforsaken earth that the wind would leave untouched.” And at that he moved on, as did she. At a local pub she enquired where Jack Ferris lived. “He stops above in Thady’s,” she was told. She touched up her face in the toilet mirror and then looked into her eyes for a while.

She walked through the gaeltacht area with the same mixture of feelings that would unnerve her as she’d stride through West Belfast.

Smoke spiralled from the chimneys. The men unashamedly viewed her as she stepped through the small cottages. They turned aside and called out flat, timid greetings, which she answered nervously. She reached the lane that the barman had marked on the map he’d drawn for her. She was met by a blast of wild wind which flew up between the narrow ditches. Fresh cowpats steamed on the grass. A race of warm water ran to her left. She stole curiously down.

A few stunted oleria, whipped inland, announced the low, galvanize-roofed, whitewashed, three-roomed cottage. The first little window she came to she looked in and saw two beds pulled over at angles to a roaring fireplace. Trousers and shirts hung from a cord above the mantel. In the middle room, the remains of a breakfast sat on the kitchen table. Yellow plastic fishing gear was strewn on the floor. Under a window on the far side a bicycle sat upside down on its handlebars and saddle, and beside it, two uncocked rifles rested against the sill. In the third room, lined with books, a huge old-fashioned typewriter, big as a tractor, sat on a green table. She withdrew, knocked and turned away.

“Come in, Josie,” a strange voice called.

“It’s me, Catherine.”

“What?” shouted Jack.

“Catherine Adams,” she said.

“Jesus,” she heard him say.

She pushed the door in. She walked on towards the far room where Jack was sitting on the side of one of the beds in his underpants.