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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

She counted across the needle to find her place among the stitches. The heavy breathing started. “I’m not yet fifty.” Then she pressed her knuckles to her chest. “I wouldn’t let him be,” she laughed. She shook her head to indicate it was all beyond her. Her lusts. His lusts. The world’s lusts. Then long after the women had gone she would turn on them, the Catholics. How could a man interest himself in them? she’d ask. And so gross! So overweight! Her condescension towards them had a hint of hysteria which she tried to subdue. “Did you ever notice,” she’d repeat to the girls, “how tasteless they are? Look at their carpets! How could you – paisley on paisley?” She smirked ungraciously. “Those RCs are sad. They have no idea of patterns. Not an earthly. What I’d like to know is how they sleep in those rooms! And the way they spend money – it’s a sin.” She shivered, then hesitantly folded her hands and looked towards the sand dunes.

“Still, they’re our neighbours.” She laughed. “Oh, but your father was a marvel really,” and she clapped Sara’s knee.

Nothing could be done about the asthma. When Maisie asked the doctor for a cause, he said: “Grief.” It fell to Catherine to stay at home and look after her that long summer. Then Catherine woke one morning and all her hair had fallen out.

“If we had been in the North,” said Maisie, “this would not have happened. Somebody must have carried the worms into the house.”

It took a while before they could get Catherine to a doctor. One of the consequences of Jonathan Adams’ death was that now the Adams family was reliant on public transport because none of the women could drive. And on the peninsula there was no bus. This made Sara, the only woman in the house who was both able-bodied and capable of showing her face, begin taking driving lessons with a fisherman she’d met on the pier. It was the same Leitrim man she’d encountered years ago on the beach.

“Who?” asked Catherine.

“The geranium,” said Sara.

He’d given her four turbot the first day, mackerel another, and one day cod. Then, when he heard her circumstances, he offered to teach her to drive. Twice a week he’d walk up to the house, sit into the car and lean on the horn, and then move over to the passenger seat. Sara would run down the path. She’d look back up at the second storey of the house where the two women sat watching her with a mixture of fright and pride.

Then, closing her eyes, she’d turn the key.

“He’ll kill her,” said Maisie.