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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

Everyone is jealously succumbing to each wound made. It struck the traveller that he was re-journeying through the life of the young woman. She must have been through all this, he thought. Then, to keep himself going he recreated her in his own mind as he had first seen her. When she had changed from fish into woman, and now flitted to and fro in a sacred place in his consciousness. It was a long journey. Then he came to a place which reminded him of home. It felt like Ireland. He was not sure that this was a pleasant thing. He was afraid to be seen. It struck him that while he was seeking knowledge, other people were expending theirs. He had not been listening. He’d been off in the sensual world. The last thing the traveller was conscious of was his intelligence. It was a thing you did not admit.

These are all fine thoughts, he said to himself, no mention of the madness lurking in the heart. Sadly there, but rightly there.

Yes, thought Jonathan, and he dallied on a word that carried within it another word, and then another, so that the old scholar had to start all over again from the very beginning, making as he did a further version while sharp rain slanted over the Mullet.

All of a sudden, the traveller found himself outside the Tower of Babel, which, by virtue of that quest, was home. The red roof and timber walls of Cullybackey were instantly familiar. Each person he overheard talking was making sense, perfect sense, as he stood outside listening. He was astounded by the understanding and intelligence of the speakers within. Things must have changed while I was away, he said to himself.

It was for him a religious experience.

Jonathan Adams felt long-lost Presbyterian genes begin to surface in his consciousness. Now I will know whether the body is the source of evil! Into his eyes passed the distant lights of Dissenter, Calvin and Jesus Christ, then the brightly-featured faces of his daughters. He wished the traveller through the door.

I have found home at last, said the traveller.